Strapped In Silk

50% Off All MP3's at Strapped In Silk

2012-02-01T20:06:00.004-05:00

Not only have I put together a special Winter Sale on a 6 MP3 Set but as of today all of my MP3′s are now half price.

Use the coupon code LIPSTICK and take another 10% off anything.

Don't ask why, just enjoy it.

Satin and Lace Babydoll

2012-02-01T05:14:00.002-05:00

One's real life is often the life that one does not lead, write that down.

Princess Satin Panties with Lace

2012-01-31T21:55:00.000-05:00

Do you feel pretty? Well, do ya, punk?

Clearance sales and product testing

2012-01-29T12:50:00.002-05:00

I decided to do a little product testing and get my friend some cute panties for his birthday. There are several clearance sales going on and I couldn't resist.

The first in this 3 piece set is the Francesca Red Satin Panty with Black Lace. These are flame red and double lined in satin. He's gonna giggle like a schoolgirl when he sees them. That's a good thing.

The second is the Bridal Lace-trimmed White Satin Panty. Double-sided in satin with a delicate white bow to finish the look. Will there be a wedding in his future?

The 3rd part of this special is the Heidi Black Satin Panty with Pink Lace. Also double-lined in shiny satin with a lovely front-tie. A must have for the well dressed sissy.

All 3 have a rear hole which may be a bit of a surprise for him but it pays to be prepared. Note to self: pack strap-on.

I'll take some closeup pictures and hopefully have him model them. Maybe we'll even make a short video. He may need some persuasion cause he's a bit shy, but I have ways of making him walk.

Right now there are 14 different clearance sales on panties, babydolls and blouses but that keeps changing I see. Check them out here: http://www.feminizeme.com/clearance

Stay tuned for a complete audio review and possibly a video. It depends on how much of a sissy he's gonna be about that.

A package for your package

2012-01-27T09:02:00.008-05:00

Some of you may laugh, but I get a lot of emails asking me how you can buy panties and lingerie without anyone knowing. OK then, so you're afraid to walk into a crowded Victoria's Secret and ask for panties, no biggie. Most men get all embarrassed in lingerie stores even if they're not going to wear the stuff themselves. So now what?

What about ordering online and having it shipped to your house or apartment? I know, you're worried about your neighbors or your beautiful mail carrier Suzie asking you questions. That's your first mistake, because maybe she likes to dress boys up as girls, but you'll never know because you're frightened.

The answer is easier than you think. The Post Office. You can get a Post Office box with no hassle at all and have things shipped there. The bill isn't even sent to your house because they just leave it in the box when its time to renew. Piece of cake.

Now for those of you unfamiliar with the whole thing, you want to get the smallest box you can. I know what you're thinking; How will a package fit in that tiny box, there's barely room for a few letters?

This is how it works. Your unmarked package is sent to the Post Office. Then they simply put a small card in your box telling you that its arrived. All you have to do now is show the teller your card and they hand you your package. They don't have time to ask you what's in there or really care.

Lets say you want to order a whole bunch of stuff. Panties, slips, stockings, breast forms, a wig, and an adorable dress. Is that going to be a problem when you go to pick everything up? Not at all, stop being such a scaredy cat. They'll ask one of their helpers to get a hand truck and help bring everything right to your car. She might even become your new friend.

In this case its Sandy from UPS. She's on her way out and offers to give you a hand. Awesome right? Now Sandy isn't your average girl, she's not only gorgeous but has all kinds of kinky ideas.

Once she's finished helping you pack your trunk with your goodies, she might even ask what you bought. Whether you tell her is up to you. You can make something up and possibly miss yet another chance, or you can casually mention one of the things you got.

Casually, as in: “Well Sandy, I bought 3 pairs of Naughty Satin Panties with a rear hole.”

“Cool!” she says with a smile. “You mean like for anal sex with your panties on?”

Tip: try not to faint at this point, just make sure you get her phone number.

Naughty Satin Panties: $38.

Having Sandy help you explore your true potential: Priceless.

The School Girl Fantasy

2012-01-24T12:18:00.000-05:00

A lot of you have forced feminization fantasies about school girls. Its very common you know. The pretty girls at school were very intimidating and you were scared to death to even speak to them, much less ask one out on a date. So your mind created a way for them to give you some attention, a way to keep you company, a way to be their friend.

Interestingly enough, that way was to feminize you and make you one of them. Oh yes. Maybe they catch you dressing up at home one day, or your sister happened to mention to them that you've been wearing her panties for a long time. Well you know how mean girls can be, and they want to tell the whole school about your little hobby.

But you don't want that do you? All of your friends, and even the teachers would know that you secretly want to be a girl. That would be very bad. So they give you a choice: be a good girl and let them dress you up or they'll tell the whole world that you're just a little sissy.

They teach you all about makeup, how to walk in heels, and even about boys. You are embarrassed, humiliated, and popping out of your silky lace panties praying that it never ends.

Its a lot to think about isn't it? Think about it in this Olivia Satin School Girl dress from Feminize Me.

Panties and blouse not included. Let the girls pick them out for you. Oh the places you'll go...

Bedtime Feminization-Feminization hypnosis

2012-01-16T10:07:00.003-05:00

I've got the blues, for you

2012-01-15T08:49:00.002-05:00

Tazziana Satin French Maid

Masturbating into your socks

2012-01-14T12:16:00.004-05:00

That may sound funny to some of you, I know it did to me, but a friend recently told me he's been doing just that for years. He read about it in Portnoy's Complaint a long time ago and thought it was a great idea. Two socks, one for that night and one to smooth the morning wood.

OK fine, but technology has cum a long way since that book was written back in 1969. Now we have state of the art masturbators that do everything except kiss you goodnight. This one is about as state of the art as I've ever seen and will please both the Zen master and the techie. Its called The Tenga 3D.

It looks kinda like a flower and it feels so much better than a dirty sock. Description: The Tenga 3D male masturbator is a Japanese penis sleeve that provides an incredibly original experience in masturbation: 3D!

Well, what does that mean to me and my favorite sock puppet you may ask? It means that there are 4 different styles of Tenga 3D masturbation sleeves to choose from.

The Zen design for when you're finished chopping wood and carrying water.

The Spiral is for those afternoons when you really feel twisted.

The Polygon for when you finish balancing your checking account. (It never comes out right does it?)

And finally The Module, which is for after you solve the Rubik's cube or just throw it out the window like 99% of the world.

Interesting, but what does it cost? Socks are free and this baby must cost thousands. So wrong my little puppet masturbator. The Tenga 3D comes with a packet of Tenga brand lube and a carrying case and is less than $50. Not a lot less but a penny saved is a penny you can put towards porn. Perhaps a 6 MP3 set of Forced Feminization audio erotica that's on sale?

Tenga-Tenga-Tenga!

How to beat the winter blues

2012-01-05T09:53:00.008-05:00

A lot of people seem to get depressed during the cold winter months. Even though you can still go to your favorite parks and beaches there's a good chance you'll freeze your balls off, which can really take away from the fun. There's also a slight chance that you gained a few pounds over the holidays and your favorite dress or sweater doesn't fit right anymore. There are a lot of other reasons people get depressed but I don't want to depress you by going over them all.

When I was a little girl and was feeling sad my Mother would tell me stories. Not just book stories, she would make up all kinds of adventures about girls doing everything from flying to going to the moon. I couldn't help but feel better and I would daydream about them afterwards and forget whatever was bothering me at the time. This is exactly what you need.

Do you like stories? Do you think that if I told you a story or two it would make you forget about the tight sweater, the cloudy, cold days, and your balls falling off into a pile of frozen sand? I'll bet it would.

I just happen to be having a Winter Sale to beat all winter sales on 6 full length MP3's.

The first one is about a costume party. I dress you up and take you to the beauty salon, then tell everyone that there really is no costume party, and there's a great surprise ending that I'll bet you didn't see coming.

In the next story you’re the only male employee in an all female office, and your boss has caught you stealing panties from your co-workers. To avoid being fired you agree to enroll in Miss Teresa’s Beauty School, to be transformed into a beautiful and obedient sissy. You will beg me to show you everything, and I will. We even dance while I sing softly into your ear.

Story number 3 is called Dressing for Pleasure, and its about learning to look, feel and orgasm like a beautiful, sexy woman. I think you'll really like that one.

The next 3 are feminization hypnosis MP3's that you can listen to lying in your nice warm bed and simply relax, while the suggestions are pushed deeper and deeper into your subconscious mind. How cool is that?

All together there are over 4 full hours of stories and suggestions to help you forget about whatever might be troubling you and let you dream all your cares away. Until the summer comes that is, when you can put on that itsy bitsy teenie weenie yellow polka dot bikini and strut your stuff in the soft warm sand without anything falling off.

Now the normal price for theses 6 MP3's is $140, but I'd really rather see you spend that money elsewhere. Work on those legs at the gym, trim down that tummy, and when you're ready buy that beautiful yellow bikini to wow everyone in town.

The winter sale price for all of this is just $49.00. Butt wait-if you use the coupon code LIPSTICK you'll save another 10%, which you can put towards a pretty beach wrap when you get tired of all the guys staring and whistling.

So the total price for all of this is now only $44.10. Not only do you get over 4 hours of listening pleasure, but you get peace of mind, a much needed break from the stress of everyday life, and the stuff of dreams.

Forget your troubles come on get happy, you better chase all your cares away. Shout hallelujah come on get happy, get ready for the judgment day.

Ooops, that can be depressing, sorry.

Holiday Special 6 MP3 Set

What's it gonna be boy?

2012-01-03T15:11:00.002-05:00

We're gonna go all the way tonight, we're gonna go all the way...

How to be a French Maid

2011-12-29T13:55:00.004-05:00

You've decide that your true calling in life is to be a French Maid and serve your Mistress in any and every way she desires. Now what? Maybe you don't even have a Mistress yet, maybe you don't have a cute French Maid uniform, maybe you don't even shave your legs. Not to worry, its all about your attitude.

Of course at some point you will need to shave, wear silky, lacy panties every single day, as well as stockings, high heels, a wig and full makeup. This can seem overwhelming to the beginning sissy maid, but fear not, I will help you.

As I mentioned earlier, its all about your attitude.

“Oh yes Miss Teresa, but how do I develop the proper attitude?” you whine.

God question, easy answer. Put on your panties and the dress.

“Yes, but then what? Isn't a French maid uniform very expensive? Is there a way to prevent the inevitable stains from showing? I'm not very good at cooking a roast, will I have to cook a roast? And, and, and....”

You see, this is not the right attitude but I will answer the most important questions. A French Maid uniform does not have to be expensive, it just has to be very short and very cute. Cheeky if you will.

Lets say that through careful research you find a Cheeky French Maid uniform in exactly your size for less than $50. You discover that it comes in 8 different colors including Deep Purple, but unless your Mistress is a fan of Smoke on the water I suggest black, pink or white. “White?” you think to yourself, “I bet the stains would hardly even show” and you would be correct.

What about cooking a large roast? Listen, you'll be so tied up (possibly literally) doing other chores I'm sure that won't be a problem.

Now about your attitude. Once you get the balls to finally shave those long pretty legs of yours, slowly slip on the matching panties and look in the mirror. Next, you take your new Cheeky French maid uniform off the padded hanger and lay it on the bed. Pretty isn't it?

Run your hands over the satin and lace, look at the adorable puff sleeves, the stretchy waist, and the sexy matching pinafore. Its yours sweetheart, its all yours.

Take a deep breath and put it on. Feel the cool satin as it glides over your panties. Play with the little front tie until you get it just right. Adjust the sleeves and your apron. Good girl. Now tiptoe over to the full length mirror and take a look at yourself.

Oh yes, yes, yes! You feel fantastic and the dress fits perfectly. Your Mistress is going to be very impressed and give you all kinds of special treats.

You'll be entertaining all her friends. They'll want to dress you up in different outfits and have you model for them. You'll get frequent spankings, and other humiliating forms of punishment. The girls will pull your panties down because you've been a very naughty girl, you asked too many questions.

“A roast, do you believe that girls? Our little sissy wants to know if she has to cook a fucking roast! Get my strap-on, get the lube, hold her girls.”

You feel it slip inside you easily, as if its the most natural thing in the world. She pushes harder, its big, bigger than you thought. You begin moaning with pleasure, whispering the words softly at first, then louder as it goes in all the way and she starts to pump it in and out.

“Fuck me-Fuck me-Fuck me....”

OH-OH, you feel the pressure building and there's no way to stop it. Youre going to cum and they realize that. Pulling out the strap-on Mistress slaps you hard on your ass and tells you to pull your panties all the way up, fast!

As you shudder and try to cover yourself, you shoot hard into those panties as the girls watch and laugh.

Fortunately your dress is a creamy white thanks to proper planning. You go back to work in your wet panties with a smile, and a feeling of perfect contentment.

You did buy the white dress right?

This is the Wow factor

2011-12-20T14:20:00.008-05:00

I'll bet that when you started wearing panties you had to borrow them, am I right? You know what they say about that: Neither a borrower nor a lender be. But as a young man there's a good chance you didn't have your own panty drawer, so you had to compromise a bit. Perfectly understandable.

The thing about borrowing someone else's clothes is that their taste might not match yours. Maybe she didn't have smooth, satin, lacy, silky, feminine panties in pretty colors. Maybe she just had comfortable cotton briefs, all in white. YEECH! I can't even imagine that and I'm getting chills just thinking about it.

Now that you're all growed up though you no longer have to borrow panties. You can buy the most feminine panties you want, in every color under the rainbow and just sit pretty. So tell me, what exactly would you really like in a pair of satin panties?

I'll tell you what you'd really like, you'd like the Wow factor and here it is.

These are Tushy Frilly Panties, even the name makes you think hard about them. The front is smooth, soft satin with an adorable ribbon right in the middle. Butt wait, there's more...

Ta-Da! The rear of these little beauties are covered in gorgeous deep ruffles, a little reminder that you're wearing something special.

What about jingly bells, or a panty lock, a higher waist, or a rear hole? Those are all options and they come in 7 colors and in just your size.

I'm sure you already have piles and piles of panties already, a peck of panties if you will. But do you have a special pair that makes you say wow every time you get out of the bath and slip them on?

This, my good woman, is the Wow factor.

Note: If you haven't already figured it out, Darrell Sheets wears pink satin panties when he goes to auctions. He feels it gives him an edge.

WOW!

Interview with a Crossdresser

2011-12-15T13:04:00.001-05:00

ME: Thank you for doing this interview, I think a lot of people may have similar issues. Now is Melissa Pindick your real name?

HIM: No, my real name is Tony and I'm an accountant.

ME: Alright Sir. You've told that me you've been crossdressing for most of your life, you must have a fantastic collection of lingerie, dresses, blouses, skirts, and heels.

HIM: No, I don't. Actually I haven't dressed up in over 10 years.

ME: Oh, and why is that Tony?

HIM: Well, I used to drink and I think a large part of the reason is the anxiety and guilt I have about this. I mean, I loved dressing up but it caused me so much stress that I eventually stopped. I used to buy things and throw them out, then do the same thing a couple of weeks later.

ME: That's a shame, you know you could have packed them up and dropped them into a Red Cross box or something.

HIM: I guess so, but I was so nervous just bringing them to the dumpster that I was a complete wreck. I never would have thought of donating them.

ME: I understand, I really do. So do you still have crossdressing fantasies?

HIM: Oh yes, I think about it all the time. For example, yesterday I saw a picture of Carey Mulligan in the New York Post wearing a gorgeous white cotton bra. I thought about that all day long.

ME: I saw that too! Is this the picture?

HIM: Oh that's it alright. As soon as I saw that I made up a complete fantasy scene in my head. The girls are dressing me up, and they hand me this bra. Then they say: “Isn't this a pretty bra Melissa? You don't have breasts yet but you will soon. Here, let me help you put it on.” Oh my God I'm getting excited all over again just thinking about it. This is a little embarrassing Teresa.

ME: Its OK, I'm sure a lot of people got excited by that bra. I even read the article to see if I could find out who makes it. The thing is though that a push up bra might not be the best choice for you, if you were to buy a bra which I guess you won't.

HIM: I'd like to but it just feels so wrong. When I used to dress up it felt amazing, unlike almost anything I've ever felt, but afterwards I felt like a fool. I was ashamed, I felt guilty, and I kind of hated myself.

ME: I see. How often do you masturbate about these fantasies?

HIM: I guess every day, sometimes twice a day. I live alone so I have a lot of privacy. Its pretty much my whole sex life.

ME: So let me get this straight, you constantly fantasize about crossdressing, masturbate about it frequently, but don't want to actually dress up anymore because it makes you nervous. Is that right?

HIM: Yes, that's exactly right.

ME: Well I guess the interview is over.

HIM: But wait a minute, don't you have any advice or magic words that will make it alright?

ME: No I don't. You told me you're 44 years old, I guess if you haven't found a way to deal with this by now you're never going to.

HIM: I kind of lied about that, I'm 61. I want to feel OK about it but I'm afraid of what other people might think, I always have been.

ME: Alright, you want some advice? You may have 20 years left, maybe more maybe less. So far this fear of what people might think hasn't worked out too well has it? You might want to consider a different plan.

HIM: Can I call you once in a while and talk about it, kind of get reassurance?

ME: No. You're a big boy or girl, whichever you choose to be. I'm not trying to be mean but life is about making choices, and sometimes the choices are very hard. (no pun intended)

HIM: I know, and thank you. Lets just say I did want a bra, what kind would you recommend?

ME: Now you're talkin Melissa! I would suggest a Whispy Bra. Its all satin and lace and it has adorable little bows. You could even get it in white like the push up bra in the picture, but this will fit you better since you don't have breasts.

HIM: Tell me a story Teresa, tell me how you'd slip my arms through and adjust the straps. Tell me what you'd do to me next.

ME: Listen Miss Pindick, you'll put your bra on and like it. Sit there like a good girl while we do your hair and makeup. How was that?

HIM: Fantastic! But I don't think I have enough hair left to do much with. What kind of wig do you think would look good on me? I like curls, always have.

ME: Good girl Melissa, such a good girl.

It costs so little to look lovable

2011-12-12T16:11:00.004-05:00

I think that says it all.

What color is your parachute?

2011-12-10T08:25:00.001-05:00

Go ahead and jump!

There's a New Girl in Town

2011-12-07T11:28:00.006-05:00

He used to be sad, he used to be shy. Funniest thing, the saddest part is he never knew why.

Kickin himself for nothin was his favorite sport. He had to take off, start enjoyin cause life's too short.

There's a new girl in town and he's looking good. There's a fresh freckled face, in the neighborhood. There's a new girl in town, with a brand new style.

He was just passing through, but if things work out he's gonna stay awhile....ba, ba, bum, bum, bummmm.

The Delilah syndrome

2011-11-30T17:32:00.006-05:00

I was going to call this post: “When Crossdressers go bald” but I know that hair loss is a very sensitive subject.

Actually the Delilah syndrome is defined as a pattern in a woman motivated by a desire to control and manipulate men and render them weak and helpless. I know that's the last thing you want, to be controlled and rendered helpless, right?

As you get older many of you will lose some hair. I have friends that began to go bald fairly young and just shaved their heads. This is a great look and can be very sexy. But what about balding men in a dress, or in a silky, lacy babydoll nightie? Kinda ruins the feminine look you're trying so hard to achieve.

Believe it or not some crossdressers don't own a wig, or even high heels. Both are not as easy to find in your local Walmart as panties, bras, pantyhose, and dresses.

So there you are prancing around your bedroom in a gorgeous red leopard print Michael Kors wrap dress with no hair and bare feet.

Suddenly your wife comes home from her Mother's house two hours early. Its too late to change, and you have her things laid out all over the bed.

“OH MY GOD-WHAT ARE YOU DOING? she screams out.” You don't know what to say or how to say it, this is going to be trouble.

“What is wrong with you?” she asks and glances around the room. “You look ridiculous, we've talked about this so many times. When are you finally going to give in and buy a wig?”

There it is, the hard truth. Its one thing to put on her panties and her new dress, and another to prance around in them looking like Yul Brynner. (unless you can sing)

Are wigs expensive? Will you need a wig stand? Can you get different styles?

Listen, I can only point you in the right direction, usually straight up. Some details you have to learn by yourself. As a famous director of the FBI once said: “Slap me silly and call me Sally.”

I think that pretty much sums it up.

Lets go wig shopping
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Forced Feminization Defined

2011-11-19T09:39:00.002-05:00

What is Forced Feminization and how does it work? Is it forced? Is it feminization? Is it embarrassing? Is it humiliating? Is it fun?

Yes.

For those of you that have questions, or want to accidentally leave something on your computer for your wife/girlfriend/neighbor to find I've put this together just for you.

Illustrations by Rocket Dave from Deviant Art.

Forced Feminization Defined By Teresa Bowers

Feminine Voice Techniques

2011-11-17T13:49:00.002-05:00

Some of you wish you could sound more like a woman don't you? Once you're all dressed up in your finest lingerie you look into the mirror, blow yourself a little kiss, and say something like: “Oh I'm a pretty girl, yes I am.”

But it may not be convincing because you sound like Tony Soprano, especially if you're from New Jersey. Of course with enough practice you can learn to change your voice, the tone, and the way you speak. But like any new skill this takes time and practice, and also has some inherent danger that you may not have considered.

Lets say you master the technique and can now talk like a woman whenever you want to. You makes videos for you tube, call friends, and maybe even phone in to the home shopping channel just to hear yourself talk about the blouse you ordered on the air. So far you're having a ball.

Then one day after work you stop at your local bar for a quick beer. The bartender asked you what you'll have and without thinking you say in your feminine voice: “I'd like one of those drinks with the cute little umbrellas please. Oh and can I have a pink umbrella to match my panties?”

This can be trouble, especially if your boss and co workers are sitting next to you. Its like your Mother warned you-keep taking like that and one day it will come out at the worst time.

But as usual I have a practical suggestion. Why not focus on learning to moan like a woman having an orgasm while you're having your own orgasm? You don't need to remember a lot of words and practice will be its own reward.

I happen to have an example of a real 50 second orgasm for you to listen to, download, and learn from. Yes, 50 seconds is not very long, if you have a longer one please contact me and I'll see if we can get you into the Guinness Book of World Records.

Good luck and remember, Its in the way that you use it, it comes and it goes.

The Mistress Is Pleased MP3

Freudian Slip

2011-11-10T09:56:00.006-05:00

Lets face it, you don't really need a slip. Most of the time you wear either a tight top and a short skirt, or a French maid uniform with a corset and petticoat.

You also don't really need a gorgeous, silky little black dress and ten pairs of high heels. Or the Mercedes you just bought. Or the Boston Whaler that is now sitting on blocks at the marina. Or that second lobster because the first was probably the best one you've eaten in your entire life.

Yes, there are a lot of things in life you could probably do without, but whats the point of that? Are you some kind of monk living on a mountaintop, shunning all worldly possessions and trying to find enlightenment?

I'm guessing no, not with ten pairs of high heels, a Mercedes and an awesome fishing boat.

Rationalization can be a wonderful thing.

So now that you see the futility of denying yourself little pleasures that make you happy, may I suggest this Stephanie see-through Slip. It comes in small, medium, large, extra large, extra extra large (if you went for the second lobster) as well as custom sizes to fit you just right.

Did I mention that you can get it in three colors and two different trim colors?

Lets see now, the black to go with the black Mercedes, the white to wear while fishing, and the pink to, uh, the pink because 3's a charm. Yeah, that's the ticket.

The Sissy Song!

2011-11-02T16:15:00.003-04:00

Because sometimes you need a reminder.

The Sissy Song MP3

No one knows what it's like

2011-10-23T08:26:00.008-04:00

No one knows what it's like to be the bad man, to be the sad man, behind blue ties.

No one bites back as hard on their anger. None of your pain and woe, can show through.

That's why you have to show them, with this Peri high-waist ties skirt. You don't have to be blue-it comes in 7 colors.

And listen, if you swallow anything evil, I'll put my finger down your throat.

And If you shiver, I'll give you a blanket. I'll keep you warm, and let you wear my coat.

But you know how to dress don't you? Its all about layers.

You want to start with a pair of nice warm panties. Then stockings, a garter belt, and a comfortable but very sexy bra.

Top it off with a satin blouse and you're all set. Because baby its cold outside!

Work Clothes

2011-10-05T21:37:00.001-04:00

A Costume Party to remember

2011-10-02T13:07:00.003-04:00

What if as soon as you got settled into the chair at the beauty salon, I told everyone that there really is no party? That you're just a sissy and you want to be a girl. Then what? Well then it gets harder, much harder.

This is one of my favorite stories and you can read it here: The Costume Party

You can also listen to a preview of the MP3 here: The Costume Party MP3

OH NO-NOT THE LIPSTICK!

2011-09-27T09:22:00.002-04:00

Sissy Slut Manual, Sissy Slut Sessions, Sissy Slut School, or SpongeBob?

2011-09-13T15:27:00.003-04:00

You come home from another long day on Wall Street and all you want to do is take a quick shower, grab a beer, and put on the TV.

What to watch, what to watch? Skipping through your 100 channels of shit to choose from all you see are reruns. Of course SpongeBob is on but that's supposed to cause brain damage, you don't want that. If only there was a good Forced Feminization Video to watch. Now where would you find that?

Ta Da! Not only can you watch Sissy Slut Manual, Sissy Slut Sessions or Sissy Slut School, but you can watch parts of each. Its Video On Demand you see. Lets read the description of Sissy Slut Manual and see if its something you would enjoy:

Sexy Miss Kendra has turned her ex-fiance George into her sissy maid Georgette. Watch as she makes her put on a sexy maid outfit and then violates Georgie's asshole with an inflatable butt plug and a massive dildo. Then she introduces her maid to her strap-on wearing girlfriends for and ass pounding good time before cocktails. And last but not least, Kendra introduces her maid to a sexy Latin stud who can't wait to pound that tender ass and then blow his hot load all over her face!

Its a tough choice isn't it?

Sissy Slut Manual

Men men men men, manly men

2011-09-10T15:07:00.016-04:00

This is a delicate topic for me as well as for you. I see that many blogs and websites are chock full of pictures of naked men, gigantic, erect penises, and transsexuals with giant, erect penises.

For the most part I try to avoid this because I know that many crossdressers have no interest in men whatsoever, and are having enough trouble trying to understand their Sissy and/or Forced Feminization fetish.

I do my best to be understanding and not generalize or make ridiculous rules that are just not realistic. Like forcing a Sissy to be with a man. This is something I never do in person and have only done stories about by request.

That being said, lets say that this is a big part of your fantasy. You're caught in the panty drawer and are going be be arrested.

“NO PLEASE-PLEASE-I'll do anything, just give me a chance!” you say while wearing my panties and a babydoll.

“OK panty boy, maybe you need to be taught a lesson, you need to see exactly what being a girl is all about,” I reply with a twinkle in my eye and a very good idea of the lesson you need to be taught.

You're given stockings, a bra, high heels and a dress. So far the lesson is a lot of fun right? Then I tie a cute pink scarf around your head and we're off to the beauty salon. You protest in vain but get in the car tucking your dress carefully under you.

We walk into a very crowded salon and all eyes are on you. Some of the girls are shocked while others are intrigued.

“I caught this guy in my lingerie, can you believe that? He wants to be a girl, in fact he begged me to help him. He, I mean She, would like the works. Eye brows waxed, a nice feminine hairstyle, a complete makeover, a manicure, pedicure, and if you have time you can pierce her ears.”

Many times this is enough, and the highlight of your fantasy may be when I come back in a couple of hours to see the new you.

“Oh My God look at her! She's a girl now. Do you like it sweetheart? This is what you wanted. Why don't you go up to everyone and thank them, tell them how much you love being a girl.”

But some of you want more, you want the ultimate humiliation, a complete loss of any remaining dignity, you want to be “forced” to have sex with a man. You want to feel like a girl in every way. You want to take that gigantic, erect penis into your lipsticked mouth, and caress it with those long red fingernails. You want your panties pulled down and another gigantic, erect penis pumped into you while you beg for it.

But think about it, is that really what you want? Do you really want to be with a man, even if he's very sexy?

Maybe you do, I tried it and was married for a long time until I realized it wasn't what I wanted at all. To each his own I guess. Just don't let him have all the covers, I hate that!

Fall Fashion for the well dressed sissy

2011-08-30T07:52:00.014-04:00

You walk past the girls in the lunch room and see the new issue of Glamour magazine on the table, you'll steal that later. They're talking about the new fall fashions and you wish you could sit down with them and be part of their little group. You like fashion right?

Your mind begins to wander and you only hear part of the conversation as you pretend to clean out the coffee pot. Susan says something about mustard hues, does that mean yellow? Gina is talking about polka dots and the new Diane von Furstenberg collection. You love polka dots. But when Cathy mentions a touch of lace, slit skirts, and choker necklaces you actually begin to choke.

“Are you alright Robert? Here, let me get you a drink of water, ” says the beautiful Gina as her large, firm breasts brush up against you.

“Thank you, I'm fine, thank you.”

A couple of minutes go by and you're still at the sink playing with coffee filters, they somehow get the impression that you want to join them.

“Why don't you sit down with us Rob, we need a mans opinion.” You sit down as fast as you can because the bulge in your pants is getting bigger by the minute.

“You know Robbie, we were just talking about fashion and we think you could use a little wardrobe help yourself.”

Robbie? Wardrobe help? Do they know? The magazine is open to an article called 'The Working-Girl Dress' and you begin to sweat.

“I have to get back to work, maybe we can talk about this later,” you sputter as you try to get up gracefully while covering your lower body with a file folder.

You still have some time left and the office is almost empty, so you unlock your computer, click on the bookmark that you cleverly changed to 'Paperclips' and browse through your favorite fashion website: Feminize Me.

There it is, your dream outfit: a satin high waist strap skirt, and a satin fitted prim blouse.

“Oh just wait till they see me in this,” you say to yourself as you take another quick look at the clock and the empty office. Your hand goes into your pocket, gently touching the satin panties underneath your slacks...

Chastity Dress Up

2011-08-25T13:29:00.014-04:00

You finally admit to yourself that things are getting out of control and very, very messy, so you do the right thing and get a chastity device. Congratulations.

You did your research, looked at all the features and chose the CB 6000 Designer Line in Camouflage, which will be great when you go hunting this fall.

“Just wait until the guys in accounting see this baby” you think to yourself and feel very proud. But what about the women at work? Of course they'll be happy that the tissue box will be full now, but what will they really think about your new accessory?

Most of them will applaud your self control and sense of style, especially the ones that you give deer meat to, but there's always one that has something negative to say. This time its Barbara, that bitch.

“That's really very nice Bob, but isn't it a bit, well, clunky?” she asks with a smirk.

You're furious at first but realize that she may have a point even though she's never seen you wearing your Camo pecker holder in a pair of tight panties. In fact, you thought the same thing. Now what? Wouldn't it be nice if you could dress it up a bit, if only for work and special occasions? It sure would, but how?

Good question. What about a Satin Chastity Pouch? What about one that came in 16 different colors? What if it came with little bells that could be added for extra sweetness? And, what if it was also double-lined in satin so you feel that satin softness if you choose not to wear the chastity device at all?

SCHWING!

Oh, wait a minute, there won't be any schwing, not until you find the key.

“THE KEY-WHERE IS THE KEY!”

You might consider having a locksmith on call, just in case.

Tip: If you decide to skip the chastity device completely and just wear the pouch under your panties, take off the bells when you're prancing at home. It freaks out the cats.

Gender confusion?

2011-08-23T17:02:00.004-04:00

Fish or cut bait!
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Sissy Assignment-Lingerie Shopping

2011-08-19T15:39:00.004-04:00

I've started a series of audio assignments to help you realize your true potential as a sissy. The first is for those of you that would like to go into any and every lingerie store and buy pretty things for yourself, easily. In this assignment I help you find the confidence to do just that.

It consists of 5 parts:

Step 1: Dress for Success. What to wear, how to act.

Step 2: The Entry. What to say and exactly how to say it.

Step 3: Shopping. What to buy for "your girlfriend in "her" size.

Step 4: Details. Making friends with the salesgirls.

Step 5: The Purchase. Browsing and buying.

This is an introductory assignment to help you try things that you've been afraid of. Each assignment gets progressively more challenging. For example, you will wear your newly purchased panties to the next assignment.

Note: I know that for many of you this is child's play. But believe it or not some men are not comfortable in lingerie boutiques.

Here is a preview: Assignment 1

The full length 11 minute MP3 is available here: Sissy Assignment 1-Lingerie Shopping

Just do it!

Why do men like to wear panties?

2011-08-16T06:49:00.000-04:00

Well, there are a lot of reasons. But do you really need an in depth psychological theory, or years and years of analysis with a wealthy shrink who is saving for yet another Porsche? I think not.

The answer is because they make you feel good.

Nuff said.

Cosette Red Satin Panties with Black Lace

The Forced Feminization Guide now on SlideShare

2011-08-05T23:19:00.006-04:00

Forced feminization-guide

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So you're afraid to buy panties, what are ya a sissy?

2011-07-20T21:12:00.013-04:00

I'm sure you have your excuses. If you're scared to walk into a busy lingerie store in a crowded mall don't feel bad. You are not alone. This is women's territory, you don't belong there. Its unfamiliar, its dangerous, its scary.

A store full of panties, bras, négligées, stockings, corsets, teddies, robes and gowns in all kinds of colors and styles, that's the last place you want to be right?

Oh, you do want to be there but you don't want to walk in and say; “Panties Please,” and “These are for me.” I understand.

What about ordering online, there are thousands of places to shop from Amazon to Victoria's Secret? You simply order with your credit card, wait for the pretty package to arrive, then explain it to the Postman, your significant other, and if its left outside your door for a while to your neighbors. No good? Hmmm, if only there was a way to order with an obscure, unrecognizable company name showing up on your bank statement, and an unmarked package shipped to your house. Wouldn't that be nice?

Lets say you figure out how to do all that but you still don't want to explain whats in the package to anyone. Fine, this is why you wear panties in the first place. What are ya, a sissy? Oh yeah.

Did you know that you can rent a Post Office box for the price of a case of beer? Its true, you want the smallest P.O. box they have because the package is not going in there. You get a small card notifying you that a package is waiting to be picked up at your convenience. They usually hold it for several days. Nothing will ever be sent to your home, not even a bill for the box, they put that inside near the end of the 3 or 6 month billing period. Now, what could you do with a special place like this that no one knows about?

Shop. That's right, now you can shop worry free for everything from lingerie, to sex toys, to magazines and books. Many stores ship their packages in plain, unmarked boxes and bill to a name like I M S COMMUNICATIONS. (If anyone asks its a software company isn't it?)

I know a special store that specialized in the prettiest, girliest, most feminine lingerie, blouses, skirts, dresses, maids outfits, and costumes that you've ever seen. Its called Feminize Me and its for all of you that want something a bit different then an average pair of panties and a nightgown.

Now you have no excuses at all not to fill your dresser with beautiful, silky, satin panties. Don't want to put them in your dresser drawer where there's a million in one chance that someone might see them? Alright then, you'll find the perfect hiding place with a book called 'How To Hide Anything' that you can have shipped to your new P.O. box. Listen, if drug dealers and gun smugglers can hide billions of dollars worth of contraband I'm pretty sure you can find somewhere to stash your underwear.

If not these Stripes Satin Panties then the Bambi Lace Covered Pink Satin Panties. If not the Satin Micro Dolly then the Sweet Dreams Babydoll. And if not now, when?

*To all the crossdressers that have big enough balls to go shopping in public, congratulations. Now be a good girl and help your friends who are not as brave (or have smaller balls).

Do Me-does no mean yes?

2011-07-18T10:12:00.002-04:00

A lot of you have fantasies that you never plan on doing in reality, and that's fine. But for those of you that do you have to be prepared.

Lets say I finally agree to see you and you ask to be completely feminized. We discuss your fantasy and set aside an afternoon to play. I leave you alone in the spare bedroom and tell you NOT to try on my lingerie. Of course you do and when I walk in ten minutes later I'm furious. You need to be taught a lesson, you need to see what being a girl is all about.

So far its very simple. When I tell you to put on the stockings and garter belt you say; “Oh No Miss Teresa, not the stockings and garter belt!”

When I tell you to sit at the makeup table and begin your makeover you say; “Oh No Miss Teresa, not a complete makeover including bright red lipstick!”

When I tell you that you've been a very naughty girl and need to be spanked, you say; “Oh No Miss Teresa, don't pull down my pretty panties and spank me!”

And when I tell you that you need to feel like a girl, you need to be fucked like a girl, so bend over open wide you say; “Oh No Miss Teresa, not the big, hard strap-on!”

This is where it can get complicated. Have you ever put anything in your ass besides maybe a finger? I understand that the strap-on may be part of your fantasy, maybe the biggest part, but is it really what you want?

Let me give you an example of thinking you want something and then deciding its not really for you.

For some reason you decide that model trains are the coolest thing in the world and picture the whole thing in detail. You want the old type trains, the big expensive ones. You remodel your basement, set up tables with huge pieces of plywood, lay out the tracks complete with tiny buildings, trees, and little people. So far you've spent almost $10,000 but at least you thought ahead and got a cute set of overalls and a conductor hat.

The big day finally comes and its time for the first run. You watch the train go around the track twice, and realize that this is not quite the thrill you expected. In fact, it would have been easier and cheaper to buy a small fishing boat.

What you should have done is buy the cute set of overalls and conductor hat, along with a small set of model trains and tracks from Toys-R-Us for $45 to see if you really liked it. Then if you didn't, you could always give them to a lucky kid who would think it was the greatest toy in the world or play with the box. SAVE THE BOX.

Same thing with getting fucked up the ass. OK, not exactly the same thing but I'm making a point. You need to try things first to see if you like them. Did you know they make special toys to train your ass and see if you enjoy the feeling? Small toys, inflatable toys, vibrating toys, butt plugs, and even a toy for the shower with a suction cup. You really can't go wrong playing with toys in the shower, everyone knows that.

So when you say to me; Oh No Miss Teresa, not the big, hard strap-on,” I want to know that you really mean; “OH GOD YES MISS TERESA, PLEASE DO ME!”

Always say please.

Prancing in Pantaloons

2011-07-15T07:40:00.003-04:00

Its Saturday. You've mowed the lawn front and back, fixed the deck, emptied the dishwasher and now you finally get to relax. You jump in the shower and the cool water feels great on your aching muscles.

“I wonder what time Debbie will be home from her Mothers,” you ask yourself as you realize that you're lathering up your crotch area a bit too enthusiastically. “I bet I have almost 3 hours to try on my new pink Pandora satin pantaloons and do a little prancing.”

You put on some music and decide to go for it, you worked hard all morning and deserve something special. After all, it is your day off. All of a sudden an old song comes on the radio-Its Boogie Oogie Oogie. Your favorite disco number from the late seventies!

“This has got to be a sign, oh yeah,” and you begin to boogie around your bedroom as you get dressed.

If you're thinkin' you're too cool to boogie. Boy oh boy have I got news for you. Everybody here tonight must boogie. Let me tell ya' you are no exception to the rule...

You're really getting into it, this is what makes working hard all week worthwhile. Slipping on the shiny pink satin lingerie you smile and continue singing along. Life is good.

Get on up on the floor. Cuz we're gonna boogie oogie oogie till you just can't boogie no more-boogie. Boogie no more. You can't boogie no more-boogie.

“I see you finished the lawn already, you're the best honey,” but you don't hear your wife because you're wearing your new pantaloons and dancing to the music with complete abandon.

“Did you get to fix the deck too Bob?....OH-MY-GOD. You're wearing panties!”

“No Debbie they're pantaloons.”

“Oh My God you're a sissy. Where did you get those panties?”

“They're pantaloons, and I just bought them from Feminize Me. Its a really cool sissy store.”

“A sissy store, your mean you're a sissy?”

“Yes, I may have neglected to tell you that sweetheart.”

“But Bob-we've been married 12 years!”

“Must have slipped my mind. Hey Deb, remember this song?”

“I don't give a flying rats ass, you're a friggin panty wearing sissy!”

“A pantaloon wearing sissy Deb.”

Well, that's about all she can handle and she passes out on the bed. “Go ahead Debbie, you take a nice nap and we'll talk about this later. Now where was I?”

Listen to the music and let your body flow. The sooner we begin the longer we've got to groove.

“Oh man do I miss those disco days”

Get down, boogie oogie oogie, Get down, boogie oogie oogie, Get down, boogie oogie oogie..

Pandora Satin Pantaloons

Crossdressing at the Supermarket

2011-07-11T08:53:00.004-04:00

I think it was Nixon that said “Those who fail to plan, plan to fail.” Maybe it was my lawn guy, I don't really remember. But if you want to find a woman to dress you up and play with you, a plan is needed. I have such a plan.

This will take some effort on your part, but it will be fun I promise. Its simple really, you are going to accidentally on purpose show a woman that you're wearing panties. But you're going to do it in a very classy, creative, and well orchestrated way.

The Plan: You wear a pair of panties under your jeans or shorts, then go shopping. Simple right? And to make it even easier, you're shopping for food in a large supermarket. You're just going to wear your panties instead of your regular underwear and talk to women who are shopping in the same isle.

The Setup: You have a shopping list in your pocket. Make it up, I suggest small things like soup, tomato sauce, and yogurt, things like that. You casually browse the store until you find a woman you'd like to meet. Then, you go over to where she's shopping and ask a question about a product.

The Move: This is where it gets creative. As you and your new friend are talking about clam chowder, you pull out your shopping list to remind yourself of the brand you wanted, and oops-the list falls to the floor.
(You may want to practice this move at home. Make it look natural.)
Keep talking, bend over and pick up your shopping list. You'll want to pull your panties up a bit higher before bending over. Not wedgie high, but just enough to make them visible as your shirt creeps up a little. That's it! OK, that's not it but if you get this far you've already achieved your goal. Now what?

You may be wondering if she actually saw your panties showing. Believe me she did. Women will look at a guys butt 9 out of 10 times just because that's what we like to do. You'll be able to tell from her face what to do next.

The Next Step: Do not go too excited just because a woman knows you're wearing panties, many women will just chuckle and continue to help you find a the best soup with the lowest Sodium. Its all about her reaction.

Reaction 1: “Oh, you're wearing women's panties, isn't that cute!”

Reaction 2: “Nice panties! What kind are those?”

Reaction 3: “Get away from me!”

Listen, no plan is perfect and you'll probably get other reactions as well. Some women may ignore your panty clad butt completely much to your dismay, but it will help you with the next one.

Your goal is to find the right woman for you, just like in any relationship. You want to look into her eyes and see fire. She likes the idea of a man in panties, you can tell by her smile. There will be no need to explain that you want to be transformed into a feminine little plaything for her amusement, she already knows. You'll buy that clam chowder and start a new life with her. After dinner you'll look over and whisper: Feminize Me, and it will happen...

The Bad Sissy

2011-07-07T09:51:00.013-04:00

The term bad sissy is actually kind of misleading, because there are very few truly bad sissies. When you make a mistake and need to be punished, you become a naughty sissy.

What makes a bad sissy bad then? Lets say you're scheduled to be my maid for a dinner party, you arrive at the right time and have all your pretty things in a cute pink suitcase. But as we discuss the evenings festivities, I see that your legs aren't shaved. You say you just figured you would use my bathroom for a quick shave and bath.

ARE YOU KIDDING ME?

This boys and girls, is a bad sissy. He shows no respect for my rules, my plans, or my impeccably clean bathroom. So I send him home and he will never come back-ever.

Now lets take the naughty sissy. Lets take him, pull down his lacy petticoat and show him off to my friends. After all, he is the entertainment.

“Look at those panties-I think he's trying to tell us something,” the girls say as they laugh and point.

This is where you, the naughty sissy, show us that you are also a clever sissy.

You've chosen a pair of very special panties that tell everyone exactly what you need. Its right there on the back: “PLEASE FUCK ME”

You're wearing your oh so feminine naughty satin panties, with a message on the back, and you've also taken the time to get the ones with a rear hole for the strap-on that's soon coming your way. So not only do you get your wish to be fucked in front of everyone, but you get to keep those panties on the whole time.

Lets say that you want to get a different message across to the audience, is this possible? Yes it is. Here are some other phrases that you can have on the back of your panties to give them ideas:

USE MY SLUT HOLE, CUM DUMP, FUCK PIG, I LOVE SUCKING COCKS, or my favorite, PLEASE SPANK ME. Its important to always say please.

You have a choice or black or pink, lace in 3 colors, sizes from 26" to 46" hips, 11 different phrases, a rear hole, a front hole, and a panty lock. Choose carefully because once your panties are on, you will no longer have that luxury. You will be our choice of toy for the entire night so just bend over and enjoy it.

Naughty Satin Panties: $33.
Keeping your silky, satin panties on while you get reamed up the ass: Priceless.

Lets talk Panties

2011-07-04T03:45:00.002-04:00

One day a long time ago you discovered the pleasure of wearing panties. Maybe it was after a game of baseball with your friends, or a long bicycle ride. You didn't plan it, it just happened.

There they were just sitting there looking all pretty and feminine. "I think I'll try those panties on" you said to yourself, so you did and your life was never the same. You knew immediately that wearing panties made you feel fantastic. You didn't know exactly why, and probably felt a little confused and guilty about it but there was no turning back.

Years later you may still not know exactly why you love to wear panties, and may still feel confused and guilty about it, but this is something you love to do and it gives you a tremendous amount of pleasure.

After panties you most likely progressed to nightgowns, because they were often in the same place. The hamper, laundry room, or maybe in someones dresser drawer. From there you explored wearing stockings and pantyhose, bras and slips, blouses, skirts, dresses, bathing suits, and anything else soft and feminine that you could try on when no one was home.

As you got older wearing panties became a slightly different experience, a highly erotic one, and you began touching yourself though the lacy, silky fabric. You would think about being a girl with beautiful firm breasts and you would masturbate to a tremendous, explosive orgasm.

But wait, those weren't your panties to play with. You couldn't just jerk off into someone else panties and pretend it never happened, or could you? Did you end up stealing those panties and hiding them? Maybe you discovered that the pretty panties hanging on your neighbors clothesline were there for the taking, almost calling out to you. Or the panties helplessly spinning around in the dryer of your apartment building. Those women would never know right?

Even though wearing panties that weren't yours was a big turn on for you, it was dangerous and you may not have found enough panties in your size, or the special, ultra feminine panties that you dreamed about. But that was then and this is now.

You can still go out on a warm summer night and steal lingerie from your neighbors clothesline. Maybe the house is filled with beautiful, slightly drunk, lesbian makeup artists and hairdressers. They might just catch you getting greedy and going for the bikini set right near the back door, when BAM!

The door smashes open and they all rush out and tackle you, shoving panties in your mouth and tying your hands with the bikini top hanging out of your pocket. They are incredibly strong, and you realize that you're completely powerless. “Lets teach him a lesson-Lets dress him up as a girl!”

Or they might simply call Big Jim, the 6 foot 5 bodybuilder that owns the house, who beats you to death then calls the cops. Panty stealing is a risky business.

But what other choice do you have? You need your panties!

Two words, Feminize Me

Clowns to the left of me, Sissies to the right, Here I am...

2011-07-03T07:47:00.010-04:00

I had a very interesting but strange dream last night. It was so real-so vivid, that when I woke up this morning the first thing I thought was; "I'm gonna need a bigger strap-on!"

It seems that word got around about my new sissy store, and suddenly all these people were wearing a baby pink Desiree Puff-sleeve Micro Maid Uniform. Now normally this would be a good thing as Martha Stewart would say, but it just completely freaked me out.

First it was my friend at the coffee shop. He was sort of skipping around the 7-11 carrying the cutest little bag and giggling. "Hi Miss Teresa-I'm a sissy!" he said, then skipped outside. OK I thought, just another Sunday.

Next it was the owner of the gas station. Big guy, 250 pounds, front teeth missing. He was vacuuming the garage, which struck me as being a bit different but probably very effective. The he saw me, waved and said; "Hi Miss Teresa-I'm a sissy!" and blew me a kiss. Aww, that's cute I thought. Unusual for a Sunday morning but very cute.

Then it got weird. They were everywhere, walking down the street smiling and looking as happy as clams (in a sissy maid uniform).

They were dusting their cars, trimming their lawns with large, pink scissors, walking pink poodles, one was even painting his mailbox with pink nail polish.

And as I slowly drove by in my car they each waved their feminine little hand and said; "Hi Miss Teresa-I'm a sissy!" and smiled a beautiful 'I Love Life' kind of smile.

I'm not sure why the whole thing seemed so unusual, because it was really a very calm, friendly, cheerful atmosphere. And they had all done their hair and makeup so it wasn't as if I had hours and hours of work ahead of me. Maybe it was the fact that the sissies were no longer hiding. They were being who they really were and they were very happy. I guess I'm just not used to that, so many of you are still terrified of what other people think.

Next time you're all invited to my dream and we can go shopping. Maybe we can hire a bus.

The wheels on the bus go round and round, round and round, round and round. The wheels on the bus go round and round, all through the town.

Desiree Puff-sleeve Micro Maid Uniform

Dude, Dude, dude looks like a baby...

2011-06-27T21:22:00.005-04:00

Lets face it, these days everyone feels a little overwhelmed at times. Wouldn't it be nice to be a kid again, if only for a little while? No bills, or job, or mortgage payments, just wake up and have fun. Those were the days, only you didn't realize it at the time.

Interestingly enough, some of you like to take this whole "nice to be a kid again" thing to a whole other level. And to make it even more fun, you fantasize about being a little girl. I just love this!

I remember all the great times of being a Mother like warm bubble baths with Mr. Bubble, trips to the park, taking naps together, watching cartoons, and so many other things that I'll remember forever. Of course I try very hard to forget the long nights listening to the baby crying, becoming terrified when he got sick, mealtimes which ended up with a hour of cleanup, and spitup all over my clothes. But such is life.

Now, for those of you that have Adult baby fantasies, have you ever wondered why this is so exciting and fun for you? Have you? If you haven't quite figured it all out yet, the personal dynamics, motivation, and psychological implications I have a suggestion: ITS FUN!

Sure its fun to dress up as a girl, but to dress up as a baby girl you have to really let go. Let go of all your cares and worries which really don't matter anyway. Let go of your ego, the part of you that struggles to put on a tough face for the world but is actually frightened of what other people think. Let go of being an adult for a little while. Let go and be a good little girl, or not.

That's the best part of it, you can be a good little girl and have your hair braided or help make cookies, or you can be a bad little girl and have your panties pulled down and your cute little bottom spanked. Not only that, but since you're not really a little girl, there are so many other fun things we can do if you're bad.

So you like to dress up in baby pink bubble sissy panties, and be punished for being a bad girl, so what. At least I know you wont make a huge mess in the kitchen (without cleaning it up for me).

Bubble Sissy Panties come in 10 colors, all kinds of sizes, and a choice of wide crotch or high waist.

As a final note on being an adult I'd like to say this: Baby, baby, stick your head in gravy.

I rest my case.

The Saturday Sissy

2011-06-25T08:59:00.008-04:00

Its your day off and you're working in the backyard. You finish planting the new tomato plants and go in for a shower. Its just another Saturday, right?

For a long time now you've had this fantasy about inviting your beautiful, single, blond, large breasted neighbor over to see your handiwork. After all, she did say that she'd love to come over and see your stuff one day. Only in your fantasy, you leave the door unlocked and tell her to let herself in. When she does walk in later, she finds you lying on the couch in your bright red two tone pure satin panties, reading the new lingerie catalog you just got.

You act surprised and embarrassed, but she thinks its adorable.

"Do you have other sissy stuff you like to wear?" she asks in a voice that makes you melt. "I can help you with your makeup, lend you a wig, and we can do all sorts of fun things together."

BINGO! But wait, you don't have any other sissy stuff, you don't even have the bright red two tone pure satin panties. So your chance at what would probably be the best day of your entire life, and the beginning of a new weekend routine is lost.

All because you never got around to ordering the panties. At least with those you can tell your neighbor that your Delilah dreamy babydoll is on the way, and maybe she can lend you that cute romper you see her in all the time.

YOU HAVE TO BE PREPARED!

Its not as if you can just say; Feminize Me, and with a cartoon sound and a flash you're sitting in a front of the mirror wearing panties and having your lipstick applied by a woman that wants you to be her bitch.

Think about it. Two Tone Pure Satin Panties: $26.
Being turned into a lipstick sissy bitch by a beautiful, single, blond, large breasted neighbor: Priceless.

My Sissy Store is now open for business!

2011-06-23T19:15:00.001-04:00

I've finally convinced The Fantasy Store to let me have my own site.

You may have been there before and thought; "Oooo, I wish I was brave enough to buy some of those beautiful things they sell, but I'm afraid."

Am I right? Well listen. As Neil Peart wrote in Dreamline-We are only immortal for a limited time. One day you'll realize what that means and it will be too late.

You work all day as a lumberjack and that's OK. You sleep all night and you work all day. But what about after all that skipping and jumping? Do you actually put on women's clothing, and hang around in bars? No? OK, but you certainly want to have some of those ultra feminine sissy outfits in your closet, and a drawer full of sissy panties, bras, slips and petticoats.

If I was a sissy I would do whatever I had to do to make my dream come true. Its kind of like getting my motorcycle last year.

One day I decided that a motorcycle is what I wanted and nothing would stop me. Would I make a fool of myself in front of all the guys at the safety course? Would I be able to handle a 350 pound bike? Would I crash into a large snow bank the first day I took it out? (Actually I did but the snow was very forgiving).

The point is, I was afraid of a lot of things but I did it anyway, and this has been the best year of my life. Just think about what you really want, and what really makes you happy. For some people that might be a cigarette boat, but between the gas they use and getting out of the marina at low tide its a joke. For you it might be a set of Cosette red satin panties with black lace, a matching bra, garter belt and stockings.

You only live once, you might as well be strapped in silk!

Just remember the name of the website: Feminize Me

Lets talk breasts...

2011-06-22T18:36:00.002-04:00

You have the cutest collection of panties right? You put them on and you feel fantastic, and you look fantastic too even if you don't shave your legs.

Then, you lay out the rest of your outfit. Stockings, a garter belt, a blouse and skirt or a pretty sundress, and comfortable but very sexy shoes. The wig and makeup are just accessories, you are going to rock as the girl you've always wanted to be.

So you blow yourself a big kiss and look in the full length mirror. Perfect, almost. Where are your breasts? You need breasts!

Maybe you filled your bra with balloons (lame), or rolled up socks (a bit better) or even have a pair of decent breast forms. But do they look realistic enough? Are the boys going to make passes at you even if you wear glasses? Maybe, maybe not.

Have you ever seen the breast forms from MyRealBreast? I've been talking to them, and what first looked to me like just another pair of titties may be the best investment you ever make. These babies are the world's most realistic breast forms made.

Yes, they are more expensive that some of the others out there but you get what you pay for. Now lets talk breasts.

My breasts are big and firm and fabulous! And do you know how much they cost? No, they're not implants.

My parents both worked to afford me, and they had to buy a house for us. I ate huge quantities of baby food (I was told), then they had to buy me clothes, lots of them. Then a car, then another car, and college, and more clothes. So I guess my breasts cost them about $200,000. But I look amazing in a tight T-shirt.

And a bikini. Can you put on your teeny weenie bikini and walk down the beach, causing girlfriends to slap their boyfriends for staring and single guys to cover themselves with a towel? I can and its a blast.

Do you have every guy you meet trying not to stare at your chest while staring at you chest? Well you can now.

They come in several different sizes and skin tones, which will come in handy when you wear low cut dresses and go dancing.

Just take a quick look.

A friend on Twitter told me that a Givi Monolock Topcase for my motorcycle would change my life, but I think she was just trying to make a point. Do you think a pair of beautiful 40 double D breasts would change your life?

As you strut around in your 4 inch heels and form fitting mini dress, take a look at all the guys watching you. That's the point I'm trying to make, and tell them to keep that point in their pants!

MyRealBreast.com

How to drop a hint about your forced feminization fantasy

2011-06-19T21:42:00.003-04:00

You'd love to tell your partner about your forced feminization fantasies, but are just not sure how to do it. "If only she knew," you think to yourself. "If only she would dress me up in pretty panties, do my makeup and nails, take me lingerie shopping, and parade me around in front of her girlfriends."

Remember, many women don't want to take the time to do this, and to be honest most are completely freaked out by the whole thing. So how to drop a hint?

I was reading the newspaper this morning and saw what just might be the answer. In itself its just a tape dispenser, but it has the potential to be your ticket to ride! (Or get ridden)

This particular tape dispenser is shaped like a high heel shoe. I've seen it in bright red and black, and its selling at OfficeMax for $11.99.

A tape dispenser shaped like a high heel? Yes, but this is where you put on your thinking cap.

You pick up one of these beauties on your way home from work and put it on your desk near your computer. Don't say anything, just let her notice it herself. If necessary call her in to look at a travel site and let her find it on her own.

"Whats that honey, a high heel tape dispenser? Isn't that cute" she says while rubbing your neck in anticipation of a vacation in France.

Now the seed is planted. "I never knew he liked high heels, cool!" she thinks to herself while making your favorite dinner.

The next step is to add other items to your new desktop collection like a hairstyle magazine. (You found it in a shopping cart in the supermarket parking lot, maybe she would enjoy it)

One of those free lingerie catalogs you ordered. (Something special for her)

A perfume sample (Another gift-you're so thoughtful).

And later on a gift wrapped box from Fredericks of Hollywood containing an Ultimate Satin Corset, in your size. (Oops!)

See how things go and be patient. At some point she may just put it all together and ask you about your sudden (sudden?) interest in feminine clothing, shoes, hairstyles and perfume. If she asks you if you ever thought about dressing up as a girl, think before you answer.

You don't want to scream out: "YES-OH GOD YES! I THINK ABOUT IT EVERY 5 MINUTES!"

You might say something like: "Oh I don't know, that's really kind of kinky isn't it? But if you think it would be fun I'm willing to try it, just because I love you."

If she still doesn't get the hint you may have to make it somewhat more obvious. Go to a Forced Feminization website, maybe Strapped In Silk, and find your favorite story or picture. Leave it on the screen and ask her if she can help you fix your new tape dispenser, its suddenly jammed.

If she still doesn't get it, politely excuse yourself, put on the corset and perfume, and sashay around the living room singing I Feel Pretty. Some people really need the full picture.

The problem with Penelope

2011-06-16T07:12:00.010-04:00

Penelope writes: Dear Miss Teresa; I'd like a personalized audio about me being completely feminized and used as your full time sissy maid. Make it about 45 minutes. Thanks.

Now whats wrong with this request? Any ideas?

I cannot write a complete story based on a handful of ideas. A 45 minute story is approximately 5,500 words. It takes a tremendous amount of time to write, and even if I did my story may not match the one in her head.

I'm not making a sandwich here!

We're talking about a fantasy that you have developed over years if not decades, and have masturbated to thousands of times if not tens of thousands of times!

I don't charge anything for working on a story with you but you have to tell me exactly what you want, what really turns you on, and what the most exciting part is for you (I already know why).

I worked on one where all the guys had to be large, muscular, black men and they had to be wearing tight, spandex bathing suits. And only in certain colors because it was summer and he was on vacation with his wife. Completely understandable.

Another time we were working on our 8th story, and he was stuck at a point where he is out on the back porch in his underwear, while his fate for rummaging through his neighbors lingerie was being decided. I suggested he be chained to the railing while a parade of cheerleaders took a little detour. He didn't like that and we came up with a better ending for him.

Your story can be from your favorite fiction site and read as a narrative, or a special fantasy written by you and read as if its actually happening.

You can be captured by cheerleaders, drugged and transformed into a beautiful, large breasted women, caught and blackmailed into going to the beauty salon for a complete makeover, or completely feminized and used as my full time sissy maid. Whatever makes you happy.

You can even write it out like a play with notes and directions. In fact, that's really the easiest way for me.

Things like (PAUSE) after you are corseted and gagged, or (ANGRY VOICE) when I walk in and see you stroking yourself in my new Victoria's Secret panties. Notes such as (You press so hard on the lipstick that it breaks, you get mad and make me swallow it) are very, very helpful.

I have also done more than one voice and played 2 parts such as your wife who discovers your forced feminization fetish in your browser history, as well as the Mistress she sends you to as an alternative to a divorce.

I take a lot of pride in my work and want you to be happy with the result.

Lets say I simply jot out a 45 minute fantasy and you end up as an Asian women working in a dry cleaners. Yes, you might just like that. But then again you may listen, jerk off and go skeet shooting. Thinking the whole time that you would have much rather been transformed into an ultra feminine sissy maid, doing my shopping and pleasing my friends in any way we desire. You wear only the pretty things I pick out for you, and go to the salon with me weekly. I change your name and share you with my neighbors whenever I want.

And when you need to be put over my knee and spanked, you thank me and you love it.

Skeet shooting eh?

What I've learned about motorcycles in 16,000 miles

2011-06-10T14:41:00.004-04:00

I've learned a lot of things over the past 16 months, some the hard way.

Always check both ways at lights and stop signs. You'll only have a second to realize your mistake once you see a car that either blew through a red light or didn't see the stop sign.
Buy clothing and gear that fits well and looks good so you wear it on every ride. When its 90 degrees outside you don't want an easy excuse to leave the jacket, gloves, or boots sitting in a closet at home. Believe it or not you lose more body heat on a hot day riding in a T-shirt and shorts.
Remember that you are no match for cars and trucks, and will lose in a battle of road rage. It does no good to give someone the finger and have them ride your ass or run you off the road. It happens.

Now about speeding.

Yes, its fun to ride at 100 miles per hour or more if your bike can do it.

Yes, its fun to go around turns at twice the posted speed limit.

Yes, its fun to go as fast as you like and not worry about being pulled over and ticketed, and maybe lose your license. But there is more to worry about than a simple speeding ticket.

I've had several deer run out in front of me, once speeding and once not. The little bastards come out of nowhere and can be instant disaster for a motorcyclist. Even at a moderate speed of 40 or so, if one jumps in front of you going around a curve its very hard to avoid a serious crash.

After my ticket back in late April, I was on a familiar road with a familiar turn at the proper speed, and hit a patch of diesel fuel (or something equally slippery). I managed to avoid a nasty crash but if I was going any faster I would have hit the ground-hard.

Although I've been furious at myself and the State trooper that gave me the ticket for excessive speeding, I've slowed down and realize just how many unnecessary chances I've been taking for a long time. Now that I got off with no points at all I plan on riding a bit more sensibly.

I just hope this new epiphany doesn't go away the next time I get on my bike. I look too damn good with my arms and legs all attached and working properly.

What else do sissies do?

2011-06-09T13:35:00.003-04:00

What does the average sissy do on his day off?

Does he dress up in his prized shimmering pansy sissy dress, jump up and down on the bed, and say "I'm a girl! I'm a girl!" over and over in complete bliss with the clear conscious of the innocent? Some do, some do.

Does he prepare for his Mistress by experimenting with a series of large anal toys, meant to prepare him for that very special day when he will finally prove himself as a full fledged sissy? A few do, a few.

Does put on his incredibly sexy, oh so feminine, black satin French maids uniform, and dust the bookcases until he makes a tiny mistake and has to be spanked until he explodes into his panties? Only the lucky ones, and then only on a good day.

So just what does the average sissy do in his off time?

Everything!

Some go bowling, or fishing, or boating, or biking, or jogging, or work in the garage, or clean their rifles, or ride their motorcycles.

Sissies are normal people with normal jobs and a normal life most of the time.

They simply like to do other things as well. Like prancing, but that's a whole different post.

If you saw one of these hard working, loyal, trustworthy, brave clean and reverent people at the 7-11 you probably wouldn't recognize them as a sissy in a million years.

My hat is off to you sissies, just like Mary Tyler Moore.

Catch it if you can

Did you say Ass Lock?

2011-06-05T00:38:00.010-04:00

Maybe it wasn't you but I know someone said it.

"Where can I find a top quality, steel toy that goes in my ass, expands, and locks?"

Well that sounds interesting doesn't it? But where in the world would you find one? Do they even make such a device? Would it provide that unique feeling of fullness that you're after?

I'll have to really look around for one of those and it may take months, or even years!

Oh wait a minute, I found one.

Beautiful isn't it, like a piece of modern art (or a medieval torture device depending on your taste). But what does it do?

From the website: Sometimes, you want others to know that your ass is off-limits. One glance at the Ultimate Asslock in use will be enough to let others know move on - this ass is spoken for! Simply insert this steel piece of botany into your back door and widen its petals to blossom while inside you to achieve a truly unique feeling of fullness. The Asslock is secured with a miniature padlock with two keys (included).

Botany, blossoming pedals, a feeling of fullness? BINGO!

But is it expensive you ask? Come on, I heard someone ask. Yes its quite expensive. You can buy a nice lawnmower for the same price, and we know how much you enjoy mowing your lawn every week or so.

So here you are, you've found your ass lock. You probably don't want to put any state of the art, smooth, cold steel object in your ass, then lock it in place fully expanded, and mow your lawn with your old mower do you?

Nah, then you'd have to find something else to bitch about.

The 'whys' of Forced Feminization

2011-05-31T17:08:00.016-04:00

Have you ever wondered just how your forced feminization fantasies began, and how they evolved? Maybe you started by simply putting on a pair of panties, and admiring yourself in the mirror. It felt fantastic and you looked as cute as a button in that frilly nightie didn't you?

Then one day just dressing up just didn't seem to be enough. You had to play a little story in your head, a very special story.

One or more of your female friends or neighbors pop in and just happen to catch you prancing around the room in your lingerie, or is it their lingerie? They are going to tell everyone-EVERYONE! The whole world will know your secret, and you will never, ever be able to live it down. Your friends, co workers, family, and everyone in the state will know that you are a panty wearing sissy, and never let you forget it.

But wait-maybe there's a way out of this mess. You plead with the girls: "Please-please don't tell everyone, I'll do anything you want, anything you say, anything."

"Hmmmm," they think for a second. "Maybe you need to be taught what being a girl is really like. OK panty boy, you'll do anything we say? Well, we have an idea."

Of course that idea is to transform you completely into a girl. COMPLETELY!

Years go by and although there are probably many variations to your fantasy, in essence you have to be feminized, and forced to get properly excited.

You see a picture in a woman's magazine at the doctors office of a very pretty but very angry looking woman, and you imagine her holding you by the throat while she puts several coats of bright red lipstick on you.

You're watching a movie about cheerleaders, and you fantasize about them capturing you and turning you into one of them. Your life will never be the same.

On Sunday you go right for the color circulars in the newspaper and look at all the pretty dresses, swimsuits, and lingerie. You need to be put into panties and taken to the store-ASAP!

Or maybe, you're sitting at your computer wearing your favorite babydoll and matching panties, listening to Forced Feminization MP3's, and rocking back and forth in ecstasy with a vibrating Rude Boy prostate stimulator up your ass.

And yet you still don't really know why you have this particular fetish. Why its so irresistible to you. Why you spend hours and hours and hours imagining all the ways you can be teased, trained, transformed, and tormented through forced feminization.

Well I am finally going to tell you why. Why it started, why it is so exciting, and why you cannot fight it.

Wait a minute here, did you say that you don't have a vibrating Rude Boy prostate stimulator up your ass?

If that's the case, then the question is not why-but why not?

An Afternoon with Miss Teresa-Available Now!

2011-05-23T11:57:00.005-04:00

I've finished working on a new MP3 that will hopefully appeal to everyone. This is not a Forced Feminization story.

I wrote this because of all the people that ask for private sessions and makeovers, and I just don't have time for everyone. Besides, most of you would chicken out anyway.

MP3 Available Now!

An Afternoon with Miss Teresa

The Crossdressing Conspiracy

2011-05-19T12:05:00.018-04:00

I know what you're thinking, not another conspiracy? Yes, between the issue with Dilbert's boss who is now perfectly fine, and the whole Area 51 thing which is probably going to be a tourist attraction in the near future, its all very confusing.

But THIS IS INSANE! I was browsing through an online lingerie store this morning and could not believe what I saw on sale. Adam & Eve lingerie is selling a Satin Cami and Tap Short set for $32.95. Now what exactly is the story here?

You've gone through life with the impression that women think crossdressing is at the very least, strange.

Perhaps you innocently go to Victoria's Secret to buy yourself some pretty things. You're having a conversation with one of the younger salesgirls about panties when the manager walks up to you and asks if your actually wear panties. You say yes.

OUT! She makes a tremendous fuss over your fetish and insists that you leave the store immediately (The cute salesgirl giggles).

So you say to yourself: Well that sucks, and it does.

And yet here they are offering one of the sexiest red satin Cami's I've ever seen, AND a pair of matching tap pants at a crazy cheap price! Just what are they thinking? I see a mixed message here.

They know that a Cami is one of the most versatile pieces of lingerie you can have. They also know that tap pants are just perfect for crossdressers because they are comfortable and give you plenty of room to arrange yourself. Then to top it off, they make them in red satin, in sizes small to extra large, and sell them for the price of a case of beer and a pizza!

Did you know that the head of these outfits are mostly women? Are they purposely going around saying that men in lingerie is a sick, twisted thing, then offering these sweet deals just to mess with your head? I think so.

Ask 10 women what they think of boys that like to dress as girls and see what they say. 9 of them will make grunting noises and possibly spit (they disapprove). The remaining one will say: "Well lets show them what its like to be a girl. Lets dress him up and take him to the beauty salon, lets have a party and...." Well I don't want to bore you with the details.

I think that you should consider not buying any new lingerie until all women admit that crossdressers are cool. Until they have panty sales in local stores just for men. Until they have "Girls" night every week at bars for men that are wearing lipstick.

Either that, or find that one woman in ten and marry her!

Well, surprise-surprise. The Flawless Satin Cami & Tap Shorts are on back order. Its a conspiracy I tell ya! Just to see for yourself go take a quick look at Adam & Eve. A quick look. Remember, if you don't fight the conspiracy then you're a part of it.

Transvestic Fetishism-Shut up and put on your panties!

2011-05-09T18:37:00.005-04:00

I seriously doubt it, but it may be possible that you've never heard the term Transvestic Fetishism. If not, its because you're spending all your time online looking at crazy captions, outrageous stories, and possibly watching forced feminization videos.

According to Wikipedia: Transvestic fetishism is having a sexual or erotic interest in cross-dressing. It differs from cross-dressing for entertainment or other purposes that do not involve sexual arousal and is categorized as a paraphilia in the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of the American Psychiatric Association.

Butt wait-there's more!

Transvestic fetishism refers specifically to cross-dressing; sexual arousal in response to individual garments is fetishism. Some male transvestic fetishists collect women's clothing, e.g. nightgowns, babydolls, slips, brassieres, and other types of nightwear, lingerie, stockings, pantyhose, shoes, and boots, items of a distinct feminine look and feel. They may dress in these feminine garments and take photographs of themselves while living out their secret fantasies.

There are two key criteria before a psychiatric diagnosis of "transvestic fetishism" is made:

1-Recurrent, intense sexually arousing fantasies, urges, or behaviour, involving cross-dressing.
2-This causes clinically significant distress or impairment, whether socially, at work, or elsewhere.

So now what? You have a paraphilia. DON'T LOOK IT UP. A paraphilia is more or less a fetish. Congratulations on having one of the most creative fetishes there is. I think so anyway.

"Cause significant distress" ....hmmmm. So what does that mean now? Are you a complete psycho? Should you be put in a straightjacket? Should you try to never, ever think about such things again?

Are you going to stop looking at magazine ads for bright, red lipstick and imagine it being carefully put on you while your arms are tied behind your back with silk scarves?

Are you going to stop going straight for the women's clothing circulars to look at pictures of pretty blouses and dresses before you even read the newspaper?

Are you going to pretend that you don't want to be caught in panties, blackmailed, then punished by being transformed completely into a beautiful, very feminine woman?

Cum now, its way too late for that. The only thing you should be concerned with is if it causes distress and trouble in your everyday life. This could be from guilt (a biggie), a partner or spouse that either doesn't know or doesn't get it, or the fact that whenever you see a pair of really nice breasts you scream out: "I WANT TITS!"

Try to avoid that if possible. As for what to do about this complicated, bizarre, stressful situation, I have a simple suggestion.

Shut up and put on your panties!

How to find women to feminize you

2011-05-01T19:50:00.004-04:00

I'll bet you've asked yourself this question, many times. As usual I have some suggestions.

If you have a job chances are you work with all different kinds of women. Single women, married women, lonely women, and sexy women. This is the perfect place to look.

The women you work with are probably hard working, friendly people. Just what you need.

The first thing to do is become friends with them. When they think about you or talk about you over coffee you want them to say: "He's really a very sweet guy."

How do you achieve that you ask? Slowly. Your goal is to be friendly and attentive without being creepy.

Step 1: Compliments. The idea here is to be casual, and not needy or falling all over these poor girls. Mention things about their appearance. Most women spend hours buying clothes and doing their hair and makeup, and will genuinely appreciate the right kind of compliment.

You might say: "Is that a new hairstyle, it looks great on you." Even if its not you're off to a good start. If she says no, you now have the opportunity to say something like: "Oh, well you look great today as usual." Then smile and walk away.

Compliments about their lipstick or heels might freak them out so stick to their appearance, perfume, or even their smile. Remember, don't push it. Say something nice and go back to work. Its very important that you do this right.

You should also offer to pick things up for them while you're out on your lunch break. Simply mention that you're on your way out and ask if anyone would like anything from the store.

Step 2: The Plan. This will take some nerve and talent but don't let that stop you. Go over it in your mind until you have the whole thing down cold.

Not only are you a very sweet guy, but you've decided to go back to college at night to improve yourself. One of the courses is in Abnormal Psychology and you can really use the help of some female friends.

You've been assigned a study of fetishes, cross dressing in particular, and have to complete a long paper by the end of the term. Having an extended deadline is great because you'll need to take this slow once again.

You can begin by mentioning it as casually as possible, then leave it alone unless asked, and even then its good to let the topic get around for a while.

At some point you should approach the woman you feel the most comfortable with and ask for help. Don't worry, by the end of the day every women in your office, factory, or sardine canning plant will know all about this.

You want to know how women feel about cross dressing (its for the paper). Do they think its strange? Do they think it might be fun? Ask them how they think a person could develop such a deep desire to wear women's clothes.

You want to just ask a quick question here and there and gauge the reaction. A little at a time, just like the way you want to be feminized. Unless the ladies have a lot of free time during the day, which is very possible, don't push too hard. After all, this is just one of the many things you're working on including your job.

Later on, you bring up forced feminization.

"Forced Feminization, gosh whats that?" they ask so innocently you want to break down and kiss their stockinged feet. DON'T. It will just mess up all the hard work you've put into this.

You can say something like: "I was doing some research online and apparently some men have a fantasy about being forced to dress like a girl. Silly isn't it?"

Now, if you've played your cards right you should have at least one woman interested, if only out of sheer curiosity. If you feel confident, think about pointing her to a reference book or website.

This whole thing may seem very complicated and extreme to you. Just as blackmailing you into becoming a complete sissy maid may seem to them.

PERSEVERE!

If everything goes right you may just get lucky. One day you and a beautiful secretary are discussing the merits of silk scarves over rope for bondage, and the next you're in her living room wearing her blouse!

À cheval donné on ne regarde pas les dents!

How does this Forced Feminization blackmail thing work anyhow?

2011-04-29T16:51:00.010-04:00

I want a divorce. If you want to wear women's clothes you can just go out and buy your own.
I want the condo, and the dog, and I want you out.
Any questions?

Nope. Take the damn condo-we've only made 3 payments on it.
Take the damn dog, he's your dog anyway.
As for me, I'm already packing. I'm sick of you. You're nothing but a bitch! A cheap, slutty, bitch. Good riddance.

And I want the Corvette.
Just make sure you leave me the keys, both of them, before you go.
How soon can you be gone?

The Vette? You want my Corvette? Do you have any idea how many hours, how many days and nights, how many years it took me to restore that?
There's absolutely no way in hell that you're going to get my car.
I wonder why I even married you.

OK sweetheart, I sure don't want to cause you any trouble.
I'll just explain to my lawyer that the reason I want a divorce is because you're a crossdresser, you steal my clothes, and the only way you'll have sex with me is in full makeup and lingerie.
Maybe we'll get Judge Judy, she'd get a kick out of that.

OK, wait Ellie. You're starting to make me nervous. Some things between a man and his wife are private, right?
I mean, our sex life, or should I say lack of it, is nobody's business, especially a lawyer and a judge.
And I HATE Judge Judy!

Yeah, I guess you're right. The fact that you're a complete sissy, wear panties and pantyhose to work, and like to suck on my strap-on is our business right?
I'd like you to vacuum the car before you leave, and give it a good wash and wax too.

But baby, I love that car, and I love you. Its just that things didn't quite work out between us.
Lets talk this over, seriously. I'm sure we can work out some kind of arrangement that will satisfy you.
You'll get everything you want, I promise. Except the car.

Here's the thing sissy boy. I want E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G! And I will get it. If you want to postpone the divorce, and keep your stupid car there may just be a way.
YOU my dear, will be the cheap, slutty, bitch from now on. You'll dress like one 24/7, and act like one. And knowing you I bet you'll love it.

Uh, I'm not sure what you mean by a cheap, slutty, bitch but as long as there are no men involved, I think that will be a fair arrangement.
Now I remember why I married you, you have a heart of gold, you really do.

No men? But sweetheart, that's what being a sissy is all about. There will be big men, and small men, and short men, and tall men.
Bowling teams, softball leagues, car clubs, football teams.... its exciting isn't it honey?
This is the beginning of a whole new life for you!

HELP!

Forced Feminization and Blackmail

2011-04-20T11:45:00.010-04:00

A lot of you have a blackmail fantasy where you are threatened with exposure unless you submit completely. Just how real of a threat is this?

Lets say you come home from work, take a shower and put on a pair of silky lace panties and a matching peignoir. You feel fantastic and soon forget about the crazy day you just had. You forget the lecture from your boss about missing the deadline for your project, again. Was it your fault that you just had to spend 2 hours looking at all the upcoming dress sales for Easter? Of course not.

You feel great and look great and you want to sing. You take out the CD (how appropriate) of your favorite song and put it on.

I feel pretty,
Oh, so pretty,
I feel pretty and witty and bright!
And I pity
Any girl who isn't me tonight.
La-la, la-la, la-la, la, la...

Concentrating hard on the lyrics you fail to notice that your neighbor Amber, is standing in the doorway watching you. Is this bad? Lets see.

She smiles and says: "I've got a secret, I've got a secret" with a wicked smile.

"This is hysterical! I can't wait to tell my husband and Tricia. Can you believe she did 20,000 text messages last month! Well, you know kids and their cellphones. Its been so long since I've had such a juicy piece of gossip. I have to go make some calls, oh and can I borrow some black pepper? That's why I came over in the first place."

Is this bad? Its starting to sound like it isn't it?

"You know Amber, everyone has a secret" you say as calmly as possible.

"That's true honey, and telling secrets is what women love to do, its like a rush. I can ask Tom not to tell the guys at work if you like, but you know how he is. Hey-you know what I just remembered? Tomorrow night we have our monthly lingerie party at Rebecca's house. Isn't you wife going to be there? Oh this is getting better by the second!"

Is this going to be trouble for you? Um...

"You don't mind if all the neighbors know that that you dress up in lingerie and sing like a girl do you? And everyone at work, and all Tricia's friends at school, and probably all the teachers at school, you know how fast this kind of news travels.

I'll bet your popularity at the bar will increase tremendously once your friends find out that you want to be a girl. They don't even have to try to pick up women anymore, they'll have you to satisfy them. You can give them BJ's out in the parking lot and then go right back in and finish your drinks, how cool is that? And I'm sure they'll understand completely that every now and then you need one of their big, hard, cocks up your pretty little ass, right?"

Should you be worried at this point? YES!

"I have to run cupcake, you go back to your song and stuff.

He feels pretty,
Oh, so pretty,
He feel pretty and witty and bright!
And he pity's,
Any girl who isn't him tonight.
La-la, la-la, la-la, la, la..."

"OK-OK-OK-PLEASE DON'T TELL EVERYONE I'M A CROSSDRESSER! I'LL DO ANYTHING YOU WANT-PLEASE!"

"Well that took a while didn't it? Tomorrow night you'll be our lingerie model. And on Sunday you'll be my sissy maid. And you just have to let my husband fuck you in your ass, he's been so curious about that. Oh the places we'll go..."

Trouble in paradise?

John's Fantasy

2011-04-15T16:05:00.008-04:00

"But Miss Teresa, I want to be completely feminized and humiliated!"

"I know honey but I don't want to humiliate you, you seem like a very nice person."

"Oh please Miss Teresa, this is what we've talked about!"

"OK, how about if we start slow. Go put on your panties and this nightie and I'll do your makeup. Then we'll see how you feel."

"Oh thank you, thank you, I'll be right back."

A half hour later.

"Time to get dressed baby girl. Do you think it would be alright if I called you Precious?"

"Yes Ma'am, that would be wonderful. But about the humiliation..."

DING-DONG

"You wait right here precious and I'll get the door. Don't get dressed until I come back OK?"

"OK Miss Teresa."

"We have a guest Precious, this is my friend Lisa. Why don't you tell Lisa everything you've told me about your fantasy?"

John stood there with his bright red mouth wide open, and a growing bulge in his red satin panties.

"Why so quiet all of a sudden Precious? You know what? Just stand right there and I'll help you out. You see Lisa, John wants to be a girl. Not only that, he wants to be embarrassed about it, humiliated in fact.

When he was just a kid, he used to dress up in his sister's clothes. Her lingerie, blouses, skirts, dresses, pantyhose, and even her shoes until he outgrew them. Oh and her bathing suit, that was your favorite, right Precious?"

John looked very, very uncomfortable and turned around to hide his full erection.

"Over here sweetheart, we're over here. I want you to look at Lisa until I finish.

Precious used to masturbate about getting caught by his sister and her friends, then punished by being dressed up completely. In his fantasy, once he was fully feminized, the girls would tease him and make him do embarrassing things like talking in a feminine voice and sucking on a dildo.

The highlight for him, the part where he would cum, was when his sister would make him say: 'I'm a girl now' over and over. Isn't that right Precious?"

John looked down at his feet and said in a very low voice-yes.

"Why don't you say it now honey, say it for Lisa and me. Oh, and how about if you touch yourself through your panties. Go ahead, say it for us sweetheart."

Without further convincing he began to rub himself slowly and say the phrase he'd been saying to himself for so long: "I'm a girl now, I'm a girl now, I'm a girl now."

"Good girl Precious, now rub yourself a tiny bit harder, Lisa want's the full show."

"I'm a girl now, I'm a girl now, I'm a girl now...................OH NO........................"

"Thanks Lisa, I'll call you later."

John stood there with his eyes closed and his panties very wet.

"How was that Precious, was that were you were looking for?"

"THAT WAS FANTASTIC! PERFECT! THANK YOU!

You're quite welcome, now go change your panties. We've only just started."

A rocky road

2011-04-11T17:54:00.012-04:00

It finally arrived, the naughty boy that Tony had ordered a week ago.

He read the instructions carefully and was all set to experiment. "Just insert, sit, rock, and enjoy. Warning: intense ejaculation ahead."

"Sweet!" he thought.

Before he could try it his wife walked in.

"Hi honey, whatcha got there, can I see? Ohhh, an anal toy, that looks like fun!"

"I'm sorry Beth, but I didn't get you anything. They make special ones for women."

"I have an idea, lets see how it works. I have to drop off a package real quick, do you want to take a ride?"

"I kinda had plans."

"I know sweetheart, but why don't you just go shove that up your ass and we can test drive it. And use plenty of lube."

"Uh, OK, I guess. Give me a few minutes."

"Hurry up-they close in a half hour. I'll be waiting in the car."

5 minutes later.......

"I'm not sure I can sit down right now Beth, its kind of tight."

"GET IN THE FUCKING CAR-NOW!"

Tony eased his way into the passenger seat and slowly sat down, more or less.

"Please Beth, do me a favor and drive slow alright? I really think I should get used to this little by little."

Beth speed off with a big smile on her face, singing the Speed Racer song. She alternated between speeding up and stopping short. Tony was starting to get worried.

"How is it so far honey, does it feel good? Lets try this..."

"OH BETH NO!"

"Oh come on I was only kidding."

She turned the car around while laughing hysterically, and took the last parking space left at the Post Office.

"Now you can get used to it, but try not to cum till I get back, OK?"

Tony saw the line of people through the window and figured he had plenty of time. He was able to sit down all the way now, and wondered if he should have bought the bigger one. His ass was no stranger to large objects thanks to his very understanding wife.

"Insert, sit, rock and enjoy, this is great! I can't believe I never tried this before."

Beth came running out just as he was starting to get the hang of it. She jumped in the car, slammed it into reverse and sped off.

"I see you're enjoying it Tony, do you think it was a good idea to pull your pants down in the parking lot? You're such a naughty boy aren't you?"

Back to the speed bumps she headed, driving with one hand and the other massaging Tony's now fully erect cock. He was having such a good time that he didn't even realize where she was going.

"Get ready now sweetheart, we want to make sure you get the full effect."

"NO-OH-YES!, NO-OH-YES!, NO-OH-YES!, NO-OH-YES!, NO-OH-YES!"

After the fifth bump she pulled over to the side of the road and helped him finish the task at hand. It took him a full minute before he could even talk.

"So?" she asked, handing him a paper towel.

"Ggggggg, good. I love you Beth."

"I love you too honey. Now lets go look at that website..."

The Rude Boys and friends

Basics

2011-04-06T13:42:00.018-04:00

If there's one thing you must have its a babydoll nightie. No matter how hard your day has been, sleeping in one will make it all better.

Did your boss give you a 20 minute lecture for shopping online when you were supposed to be working?

Did you accidentally step in a huge pile of dog poop before you even got into your car?

Have you discovered that you're overdrawn at the bank and got an overdraft charge because you were one dollar short? ONE LOUSY DOLLAR!

It happens, but when you come home its your time to do anything you like, and that includes forgetting about whatever crap you had to deal with earlier (except the crap on your shoes).

I'm sure you already have a dresser full of pretty lingerie, but for those few that don't here's a suggestion.

How about this this sexy black pinstriped babydoll. Sensual nylon microfiber trimmed in pink ruffles caress you for a slimming effect, while underwire cups boost your bust.

It even comes with a pink ruffled panty, all for the price of a few large, pepperoni pizzas. Which you shouldn't be eating anyway so you can fit into your bikini in another couple of months.

Looking for something slightly different? Check out all 222 pieces at Adam & Eve. From the Irresistable crotchless lace panty to the Sin-sational Scarlet bra & thong set.

Who knows what dreams may come when you're dressed up as pretty and sexy as you can be.

TIP: Wet dreams will not harm the nightie or panties in any way. Go ahead, dream on, dream until your dreams cum true!

Voices, I hear voices *

2011-04-04T16:59:00.017-04:00

Its funny how your mind can wander, even while doing something as complicated as riding a motorcycle for three hours. The following is a small part of a conversation that I had with myself this afternoon. Fortunately it stopped after I had lunch.

Voice 1: “Dammit-I forgot my camera. I wonder if I should go back?”

Voice 2: “Are you kidding? You've already gone 30 miles.”

Voice 1: “It really is gorgeous out here today, life is good!”

Voice 2: “Yeah, until you hit a deer at 70, then what?”

Voice 1: “Are you going to nag me all day like this?”

Voice 2: “No. Yes. That's what I do. Its called Monkey Mind-it never stops.”

Voice 1: “What, never? And stop that shit about the deer. I'm hungry, maybe I should pull into this 7-11 and grab a sandwich.”

Voice 2: “Well, hardly ever. No, don't stop now.”

Voice 1: “Coffee, I want a cup of iced coffee.”

Voice 2: “Bad idea, then you'll have to find a bathroom in 15 minutes.”

Voice 1: “This vibration feels so good. I wish I could ride naked.”

Voice 2: “Now you're talkin!”

*Russ Ballard - Voices

How To Make Fake Breasts

2011-03-30T17:10:00.015-04:00

Lets assume that you're too cheap to spring for a pair of quality breast forms. You need something to put in your bra to complete your look right? Here are a few quick alternatives:

Rice or birdseed. Buy knee high stockings or knee high nylons. You need to put one inside the other-this is called telescoping. Buy the high quality ones that won't easily break and leak. You can use different materials similar to socks and nylon stockings. These materials work well for some but not for the others, so its up to you to try them. Put 2 cups of rice inside the knee high. Use any kind of rice as long as its not cooked. This will give you a “C” cup size. Form it into breast size and tighten the ends, then make a knot. Put it into a bra and you’re done. You can also use birdseed. Go into any pet store to find some. Use two cups or more of the birdseed depending on what size you want your breasts to be.

Pantyhose. When you roll up a few pairs of pantyhose you can actually put them inside the knee high and make soft fake breasts. Just be sure to form it well because it can easily be deformed and look unnatural.

Socks. Socks can even be used for fake breasts. Roll them up into a ball. Get the thick ones so you can make the kind of boobs you'll be proud of.

Balloons. You can also put balloons inside filled with water. Don't just get any type of balloon. Use the ones with good quality latex. They will be thick enough to hold water and avoid leakage. You can even add a small eraser in between to make it look like you have nipples.

Condoms. Condoms can also be used instead of balloons, but they easily break. Walking around with a leaking breast might not go over well at the next sissy maid competition.

Bras? Buy two bras, one bigger than the other, and put them together. This can give an illusion of large breasts under your top.

Clay. If you want a realistic facsimile you can buy clay used for making small sculptures, and shape them like breasts. Get a molding chemical and pour it over the clay breasts that you made. Take off the molds and pour in plastisol, then let it dry. You will have huge fake breasts that feel soft and almost real.

You too can have huge, perky breasts. But seriously, if you're going to be dressing up more often than once a year you owe it to yourself to get a real set. (Of breast forms)

Take a shower!

2011-03-28T17:43:00.000-04:00

You’re never going to get out of the shower now.

The Sex in the Shower 6” Rubber Dildo and Suction Cup just made bath time much more enticing. This royal blue dildo is erect with enough flexibility for comfort.

It has a flared base and comes with a double sided suction cup that will adhere to any smooth surface in or out of the water.

Stick it to the bottom of your bathtub and slide yourself down onto it. Try sticking it on the wall of your shower and then back up.

Experiment!

Perfect for both vaginal and anal entry. This dildo can be used with a harness as well. The Sex in the Shower Double Grip Handle will come in handy with this toy, keeping your balance steady.

TIP: Go play in the mud.

Shower Sex 6" Dildo and Suction Cup $19.95

Prescription Panties

2011-03-22T14:41:00.003-04:00

It seems that a lot of you guys feel confused, anxious, and sometimes depressed about your crossdressing desires. You have a ball dressing up, and then get all stressed out later on. Have you ever wondered why?

Of course, when you were younger there were definite reasons to be confused and anxious. What if your friends find out? Why are you so obsessed with wearing women's clothes? Isn't this sick? But now that you're all grown up you know some of these answers, at least I hope you do.

You know that this is not sick, and really not that unusual at all. As to worrying about your friends and partner finding out that's something you have to work out on your own.

I think that wearing panties is not the problem. Its NOT wearing them! How do you expect to feel when you dress up in secret, locking all the doors and pulling down the blinds like a criminal? Then, to make things even more complicated, you hide them somewhere and worry about them being found.

I suggest you consider Prescription Panties. Its not the panties as much as the prescription, which is: P.R.N-wear as needed. Now, when is wearing panties needed?

When you feel anxious and depressed for one. Did you know that a hangover is not caused by the alcohol in your body but by the absence of alcohol? Same thing here (kinda/sorta). If you take away things that make you feel good you'll have withdrawals.

Having a rough day at work? Duck into the bathroom and put on those panties. Not only will you feel great but you'll forget about the trivial thing that is making your day so rough.

Anxious about the Mother in law coming over for the weekend? Wear your favorite panties and pantyhose under your jeans. Smile and tell her how good she looks when she tells you again about all the other guys your wife could have married.

Feeling lonely and depressed because you're all alone on a Friday night? Dress to thrill! Break out everything and practice walking in heels. Pretend you're a model, work on that catwalk strut.

Remember though, this is a prescription and should be followed carefully, although as needed varies tremendously.

Science is a wonderful thing, and the best part is that it can be interpreted any way you want. Now get dressed!

After Effects

2011-03-13T14:19:00.012-04:00

B: Dear Miss Teresa; all my fantasies revolve around extreme humiliation. Besides being feminized, I want to be totally embarrassed, preferably in front of other women. The more embarrassing and humiliating the more exciting it is for me. I find this very disturbing. I mean, what about the long lasting emotional effects of this, if I ever have the nerve to actually do it?

Well B, this is a common question. Lets go through a typical session where we help you with your fantasy, and then you can ask me questions about it. Based on what you've told me you like, I have a few ideas.

You come over one afternoon and take a shower. Then I help you dress in panties and a bra, and do your makeup. I adjust your long, blond wig and carefully comb it out, leaving you for a few minutes to admire yourself. My neighbors have been waiting and I call them to come over. They're never on time so we still have a few minutes.

Next, you put on stockings, a black, satin bodysuit, and a pair of very high heels. How does it sound so far?

B: Fabulous, but what about the humiliation?

Patience my little sissy slut, patience. The girls let themselves in and sit on the couch, that's our cue. I lead you into the living room and introduce you to them. “This is my new friend, he wants to be a girl too,” I say.

Now its your turn. You say: “Yes, I so want to be a girl.” They look at you, nod, and ask what else?

As rehearsed, you add: “I've always liked to wear panties and lingerie, its all I think about. I want to be a girl in every way.”

“Well, he looks like a girl but can he act like one?” Bonnie asks. “Lets see how good he is at sucking a cock.”

I force you down on your knees in front of them and you say: “I just love cock, I'm a total cum slut.”

Bonnie pulls out one of two large dildos and holds it in front of your pretty red lips. “Go ahead sweetheart, you know what to do,” I say, and push your head in encouragement.

You are timid at first, but are soon sucking on it like its your favorite food. Bonnie pushes your head onto it just like a man would, also giving you encouragement like:

“COME ON YOU BITCH, YOU COCK SUCKING CUNT. SUCK THAT THING, YOU'RE NOTHING BUT A FILTHY CUM SLUT AND YOU LOVE THIS!”

Susan is not impressed, and she asks Bonnie to stop. “OK, OK, but I think our cum slut wants something more,” she says smiling. Taking the second dildo she holds it up and asks you if you really want to be a girl in every way. Of course you say yes.

I help you up, unsnap the crotch of you bodysuit, pull it up and your panties down so your ass is showing. You are bent over the arm of the couch, with your face on a pillow and your ass in the air in perfect position.

“SAY IT SISSY, TELL US HOW MUCH YOU WANT TO BE A GIRL,” I suggest while lubing the dildo and your ass for Susan.

“I WANT TO BE A GIRL, I WANT TO BE FUCKED LIKE A GIRL. FUCK ME-FUCK ME NOW!”

As Susan starts to fuck you with the dildo, Bonnie strokes your hair and tells you what a good little slut you are.

The deeper it goes inside you, the more you tell us how much you love it. Over and over you repeat: “I WANT TO BE A GIRL, I WANT TO BE A GIRL, I WANT TO BE A GIRL...”

Finally, I decide its time for you to cum. Susan slowly pulls out the dildo and we help you up. I pull your panties up tight, and you stand in the center of the room and face the three of us. I tell you to stroke yourself through your panties, while telling us again that you want to be a girl.

You close your eyes and begin: “I WANT TO BE A GIRL, I WANT TO BE A GIRL, I WANT TO BE A GIRL.”

You quickly cum and your whole body shakes, you pull your panties up as high as they can go to catch the cum spurting into them, soaking them. The three of us smile and I thank my friends for their help. They say goodbye to you and the show is over.

This is just an example, but if you wanted I could get a third dildo and dip it in your panties, then have you lick your own cum off. So what do you think?

B: Well, it was actually way more than I ever imagined, but I think that would work. My question is, what happens after all that? I mean, how would I feel on the way home, and the next day, and every time I thought about that?

After the girls leave, you take off the clothes and the makeup, wash up or take another shower, and go home. Simple as that. As to how you would feel I would say probably a little sore but very satisfied. You would have fulfilled a fantasy that not everyone has the courage to do, and no one else would ever know unless you told them.

B: You make it sound so simple, so easy, but I have so many more questions.

That's why gags were invented, SLUT!

Old Crossdressers,Soup,and Mike Tyson

2011-03-07T13:54:00.006-05:00

“That’s funny that you’re also a crossdresser Bob. Its a small world isn’t it?”

“Oh Great, now I’ll have that fuckin song in my head all day.”

“You know, I used to fantasize about being captured by a group of beautiful women, then feminized and forced to serve them. Isn’t that strange?”

“Oh I don’t think so George, I had the same fantasies. What I really wanted to do, was to be taken to a lingerie shop and have all the pretty, young, salesgirls know the stuff was for me.”

“Yeah, that’s a doozy. I used to want to be caught in my panties, then be blackmailed into dressing up completely, and I mean completely! Oh the hours I spent…”

“What, you actually found someone to do that for you?”

“Nope, I meant the hours I spent fantasizing about it. How bout you Bob, did you used to do any of that stuff you fantasized about?”

“Nah, I actually stopped dressing up in my early twenties. I was afraid of getting caught you know, and discovered. But I never stopped thinking about it. I kinda wish I had the nerve to do some of that stuff though, especially the lingerie store. Hey whats for dinner tonight?”

“I think they're serving pea soup and some kind of meat. Don’t much matter to me cause I aint got no real teeth left.”

“What about TV, anything good on TV tonight?”

“There’s a thing about Mike Tyson and pigeons. I been lookin forward to it all week.”

“Sometimes I wonder just what the cashier at the lingerie store would actually think. I mean, would she laugh? Would she tell all her friends? Would she really, really embarrass me, cause that was a big part of my fantasy.”

“I don’t think she would have cared much Bob, I really don’t. Pigeons huh?”

“Yep, pigeons.”

“Yep.”

Its a girl's life at the D&X Institute

2011-03-03T09:16:00.005-05:00

Maybe you're too scared to wear panties at work. Or maybe you just don't have the nerve to walk into a beauty salon in the middle of the day, and get a makeover and a manicure. All is not lost.

The D&X Institute is a community in which you can be the girl you’ve always dreamed of. For some members of D&X, this is the primary outlet for expressing their inner feminine self. For others on the road to real life transition, this is just one more avenue of feminine self expression. In any case, roleplay at the D&X Institute is one way to live the feminine life of your dreams that otherwise might not be possible.

You begin your life at the Institute with an “Arrivals” story. This is a fictional account of how you entered the Institute that you create, and roleplay with one or more members of the D&X team.

Your arrivals storyline can be as varied as your imagination. Perhaps you were caught cheating on your wife, and she turned you over to D&X. Or maybe you were the heir of a fortune, and you were abducted and sent to the Institute so that someone else could claim your inheritance. Perhaps you owed money to some drug dealers. Or were running from the law. Or maybe you just always wanted to be a girl and said, “Hey, sign me up!” Your story is whatever you choose it to be, within our limitations. (No pedophilia, incest, or beastiality, nor roleplay that defies natural laws, such as X-ray vision)

The arrival process almost always includes a full transformation into a woman, using our vast technology to fit you with extremely lifelike breasts, and an amazing prosthetic vaginal replica called a “faux femme front”. With all of the amazing D&X technology in place, you are virtually indistinguishable from a genuine girl, even in bed!

After your transformation in arrivals, you are given clothing and sleeping quarters, and assigned to one of the many service departments for training as an Office Worker, Nurse, Erotic Entertainer, Maid, Slave Girl, or Debutante. And so your life in the D&X community begins!

There are also social events, weddings (usually between girls) accidents, births, deaths, and anything else you might expect in a community.

If you do get married, keep an eye on that new hubby; they simply cant be trusted!

Check it out at the the D&X Institute

Saturday Night Fever

2011-02-24T09:03:00.004-05:00

With all this talk about fashion week, you're probably getting very excited about the summer. But are these runway models wearing things that are going to look good on you?

Yes and no. A lot of the new designs don't even look good on them, and they have perfect bodies and are in fact, women. But wait....

There are some dresses that look great on everyone, especially you, the fashionable crossdresser. I'm assuming that you've been staying in shape and are keeping up with your hair, nails, and waxing.

(By the way, if you've been sitting on the couch watching Biggest Loser and eating pizza, there are body shapers to help you.)

Lets say its a warm Saturday night in June and you want to go out. What to wear, what to wear?

I suggest this Saturday night Fever sequin dress from Hale Bob. It has long sleeves to keep you warm, and comes in 3 colors. Jump into your favorite panties and stockings, pack that bra with whatever you pack your bra with, and break out those special heels.

Remember, don't talk to men with big scars on their face and do not give out your phone number, ask for theirs.

Looking at the website it seems that not only do you have to pre-order this dress, but it may not be available until the end of November.

What kind of shit is this?

This my dear, is the kind of shit you'll learn to put up with. You wanna dress like a guy then go to the gap and buy jeans. You wanna dress like a gorgeous woman you'll learn to suffer for fashion.

I did check the website and most of the dresses seem to be available now.

From: www.us.halebobstore.com

Fashion Week for Crossdressers

2011-02-18T11:39:00.001-05:00

Its that time of year again, and there are an overwhelming number of new dresses and styles to help confuse you. Besides the fact that many of these are really terrible outfits, most will cost you a small fortune.

You have to ask yourself; "Will my friends at the bar care if I wear something from J.C.Penny or buy an original Christian Dior?" And even if they do, unless they help you pay for it just ignore them.

Here is my suggestion to help you be a part of Fashion Week, make a statement, and possibly get a contract with one of the major designers. (OK, that's a long shot)

Its Friday afternoon and you're on your way home. You consider stopping at the gym but its been a long week, and happy hour seems like a much better idea.

Your favorite gin mill is having a transvestite fashion show, as well as serving fresh pickled eggs and beer nuts, so its an easy decision.

"I wish I could get up there and walk the runway," you say to yourself while stuck in traffic, then sigh.

But you can! This is where creativity and quick thinking come in handy. You have that tacky old shirt and cut off shorts in your gym bag. Go into your trunk, lift up the secret compartment and grab your panties, black pantyhose, heels, wig and makeup.

Now here is the key to making this work: Casually walk inside in your suit and tie, say hello, excuse yourself and go to the ladies room. There are no women there at this hour and there's more room to get dressed.

Put on your panties and hose, the shorts and the shirt. You'll use your glasses, tie and bag to make an ordinary outfit extraordinary. Now its time for your wig and makeup.

TAKE YOUR TIME.

You want to let your friends get a few drinks in them, and wait for the transvestites to begin strutting their stuff. (This may take a while so be patient, tweeze your eyebrows or something)

You finally hear the music and applause. Its Dude Looks Like A Lady-your favorite song!

The lights will be dimmed and all eyes will be on the cute tranny models, so this is your chance to sneak out of the ladies room without being noticed.

This is important. Making an entrance is vital to your success here.

Casually get in line with the other girls and look confident. If necessary, trip the model in front of you and hit her with your gym bag right before she goes on. This is standard practice for this kind of thing so don't feel guilty.

Now go girl! Show em what you got! Fuck Christian Dior, Fuck that young slut in the wedding gown lying on the floor, she probably would have tripped anyway. This is your 15 minutes of fame, and if you can avoid getting arrested you'll remember this forever.

So never judge a book by it's cover, or who you're going to love by your lover. Love put me wise to her love in disguise, she had the body of a Venus-Lord imagine my surprise...

I'm In Love-a poem

2011-02-14T08:55:00.007-05:00

By Charles Bukowski

she's young, she said,
but look at me,
I have pretty ankles,
and look at my wrists, I have pretty
wrists
o my god,
I thought it was all working,
and now it's her again,
every time she phones you go crazy,
you told me it was over
you told me it was finished,
listen, I've lived long enough to become a
good woman,
why do you need a bad woman?
you need to be tortured, don't you?
you think life is rotten if somebody treats you
rotten it all fits,
doesn't it?
tell me, is that it? do you want to be treated like a
piece of shit?
and my son, my son was going to meet you.
I told my son
and I dropped all my lovers.
I stood up in a cafe and screamed
I'M IN LOVE,
and now you've made a fool of me. . .
I'm sorry, I said, I'm really sorry.
hold me, she said, will you please hold me?
I've never been in one of these things before, I said,
these triangles. . .
she got up and lit a cigarette, she was trembling all
over. she paced up and down, wild and crazy. she had
a small body. her arms were thin, very thin and when
she screamed and started beating me I held her
wrists and then I got it through the eyes: hatred,
centuries deep and true. I was wrong and graceless and
sick. all the things I had learned had been wasted.
there was no creature living as foul as I
and all my poems were
false.

Sit On It!

2011-02-08T12:44:00.013-05:00

So you've been thinking putting about things in your ass, right? Come on, you can admit it.

Its OK, a lot of people like that. But you're just not sure if it will hurt, and exactly how it will feel. Fear no more, because once again I'm here to help you.

I'm talking about The Rude Boys, and they're more fun than a gaggle of hamsters.

You don't want to jump into this without research, statistics, measurements, and a schematic. So here you go:

Say Hello to The BOYS! These P-spot pleasure demons stimulate the prostate and perineum simultaneously. Their unique curved design enables hands-free use. Just insert, sit, rock, enjoy. Made from soft, flexible medical grade silicone, with a classy chrome tip, these innovative anal toys are powered by RO-80mm bullet vibes.

The Boys do come with one warning: intense ejaculation ahead.

Rude Boy:
Length of outer curve, Base to Tip: 11 inches
Length of inner curve, Base to Tip: 7 inches
Insertable length: 6 inches (outer curve), 4 ½ inches (inner curve)
Circumference: 3 ½ inches
Circumference of Vibrational Base: 5 ½ inches

"Where's the schematic Miss Teresa? We need a schematic."

This is as close as I could find, but I think you'll get the picture:

They also come in red to match your favorite panties. There is the Rude Boy, The Naughty Boy, and The Bad Boy, and they all want to play with you.

Go take a look before they get better offers!

Tranisa-Transgender Fantasy and Feminisation Videos

2011-02-07T14:42:00.003-05:00

My friend Cheryl was nice enough to let me download one of her videos this weekend from her website www.tranisa.com. I chose Spy cam Girls because I love the theme.

It seems that someone has been in the panty drawer once too often and has aroused suspicion. Talking it over, they plant a spy cam in the bedroom to see if its actually true.

Soon, the four of them are watching Kevin put on a pair of cute panties and a bra.

BUSTED!

Sneaking into the house to confront him, he hears a noise and dives behind a couch. But its too late, he is brought out and confronted.

Without giving away the whole video, its decided that he should be transformed into a girl, just to see how much he really likes it.

They even help him put on stockings! (I think you'll really enjoy that part).

Breast forms, a garter belt, makeup, a dress and heels are next. Surprisingly, he seems somewhat embarrassed, go figure.

Her videos are very reasonably priced, really top quality, and available in either Quick Time or Windows media format, even high definition.

So far there are 21 different titles for you to choose from. Now if this isn't enough for you, they are always looking for actors to star in new films. How cool is that!

Run, don't walk over to www.tranisa.com and take a look. (or apply for a leading role if you have the, uh, nerve)

Erotica,Wet Dreams,and Assorted Paraphilias

2011-02-04T14:52:00.005-05:00

I can help you put your favorite wet dream into words, and transform it into an audio story. What do you think about when you're home all alone? Is it something different? Something you've never told anyone? You can tell me, I won't laugh. Do you want to be feminized and forced to wear a pretty blouse and skirt? Need help with your hair and makeup? Taught to walk in heels? I can invite my girlfriends over and you can model for us, would you like that? Come on, you can tell me. Tell me everything.

Queen for a day

2011-02-03T04:33:00.013-05:00

Bob had been dressing up a lot more since being laid off from his job at the sardine factory. He still woke up each morning at 6, then remembered that he had no job and nowhere to go. His girlfriend Julie was out of town on business, and her closet full of beautiful dresses, blouses and skirts, her dresser filled with soft, silky lingerie, and her collection of high heels was irresistible to him.

He would get up and shower, then put on the TV and have coffee, promising himself that he would stay out of her clothes. But within an hour he was standing in front of the full length mirror, admiring himself in her fabulous, pink satin tulle baby doll, and matching panties.

Despite the anxiety, the worry about her discovering his secret, and the guilt he felt, there was no way he could stop. The layers of soft, cool, silk and satin on his skin, and the way he felt as he slipped on her nightgown was incredible. It was like a drug that he had to have.

Julie would be back in 6 more days, and he took advantage of this time to try on almost everything she owned. He convinced himself that their relationship was over anyway. She was tired of his lack of sexual interest in her, and his laziness. Since they would soon be breaking up, he figured he had nothing to lose by shaving his legs. While he was in the tub and had the razor out, he shaved the rest of his body as well. All except a small patch of his pubic hair that he carefully shaped into a heart.

In the back of his mind he thought he heard a little voice telling him that this was crazy, but as he dried off and wrapped himself in a towel singing “I Feel Pretty,” the little voice was drowned out.

As the days went by he tried on more and more of her things. Her shoes even fit him, and soon he was wearing her bra's, panties, stockings, dresses, heels and even some jewelry. His long, straight hair only needed a little brushing out to look very feminine. The only things missing were nail polish, makeup, and perfume, and that was not worth the risk.

The most ironic part of all this was that Bob always fantasized about getting caught. As catastrophic as that would be in reality, it was the height of his fetish.

In his fantasy, Julie would come home and find him dressed to the nines, and instead of getting mad, she would decide that he needed to be shown what being a girl was really like. Full makeup, perfume, maybe curl his hair, and then...

Well, what happened next varied, but the most exciting part for him, was that when he was completely feminized by her, she would whisper into his ear; “You're a girl now sweetheart, you're a girl now.”

Of course it probably wouldn't work out that way, but he dreamed about it so often it was almost as if it had already happened.

“You're a girl now sweetheart, you're a girl now,” and soon waves of pleasure shook through his body and he could no longer hold back. Lightly touching himself through his panties, he would have a tremendous orgasm, at times falling on the bed or the floor.

*********************************

It wasn't easy to keep Julie's lingerie clean, but with practice he could usually time it just right. More than once though, he came too soon and into her soft panties.

He would then carefully undress and put the soiled panties in the laundry room with the others, to be washed and dried the day before she came home.

Since this was going to be his last day of dressing up, he decided to try on the only outfit of hers that he hadn't worn. A gorgeous, light green, layered silk satin skirt, and a matching laced, silk satin top. Just looking at it laid out on the bed made his heart pound. He had to be careful with this because Julie was going to wear it that weekend, and it still had the tags on it. There would be no way to have it cleaned if something unexpected happened, but it was worth it, he decided.

He knew there was a matching bra and panty set put aside for the occasion, and soon he would be wearing it all, trying desperately not to touch himself and hear those words.

“You're a girl now sweetheart, you're a girl now.”

Continued Here:

Caption Contest 4-YOU SICK BASTARDS!

2011-01-29T10:19:00.001-05:00

I’ve been getting some of the strangest ideas for these captions that I’ve ever heard.

Forced Feminization, Bondage, Discipline, Spankings, Oral, Anal, and combination’s in every way imaginable.

KEEP THEM COMING!

Caption this for a Free MP3 of your choice

Avoidance Issues

2011-01-28T10:16:00.015-05:00

I've been discussing this with my friend Ashley Kate, and we both agree that forced cock sucking is not for everyone. I have purposely tried to avoid it for several reasons.

First of all, I've found that the majority of crossdressers are straight. Of course, many fantasize about complete submission, and that often includes a strap-on. Some even fantasize about being totally feminized and forced to act like a girl in every way, including giving blow jobs and getting fucked.

There are problems with that you know? For one thing, I'm not about to hunt down strange men and invite them over to fuck you, sorry.

Then there's the fact that its not safe! Have you thought about that? You can't just go around sucking unknown cocks through holes in the wall without them wearing a condom. I hate to ruin your fetish but that's just reality.

So I'll be happy to dress you, help you with your hair and makeup, spank you, tie you up, slap you silly and call you Sally (or whatever you like) but no men. I'll even let you suck on my strap-on and/or fuck you with it. But be warned, its gonna hurt!

I'll bet this would look cool on the luggage rack of my motorcycle. Those are the right kind of straps...

Caption Contest 3

2011-01-23T07:52:00.004-05:00

Caption this for a Free MP3 of your choice.

Leave your caption here or send it to: teresabowers@strappedinsilk.com

Details and past winners here

Forced Feminization in the real world

2011-01-18T13:23:00.005-05:00

So you grew up fantasizing about being feminized in different ways didn't you?

The popular girls at school capture you and turn you into a submissive, feminine plaything perhaps.

Or, you are drugged at a party and wake up to find yourself in a nightgown, full makeup, and tied to a bed.

Maybe, a couple of female friends of yours come over for a visit and find the door unlocked. Meanwhile, you are prancing around in a very cute, frilly babydoll in front of the mirror.

Do any of these scenes sound familiar? Are they exciting to you? Of course they are, you're a sissy!

But how can any of these fantasies cum true in the real world? Can they? The answer is YES.

I'll give you an example of how I've done this in the past. The caught and blackmailed fantasy is probably the most popular. Lets say we've discussed your complete fetish and agree to make it happen.

I give you a spare key and leave the house for a while. You are to come in and try on a pair of my panties. I come home a bit later and see you like this and flip out.

"OH MY GOD-ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?"

You blush, but you know that this is only a game right? I quickly grab my camera from the dresser and take a few pictures. Without another word I download them to my computer and show you.

"I think I'm going to upload these later, and I'll post your name and phone number OK?"

"What?" you say. "You can't do that to me, we discussed this Teresa."

"Lets see now, I guess I could post them on Twitter, and you have a Facebook page right? I'll just add that link."

"OK-OK, what do you want me to do?" you ask now taking this a bit more seriously.

I hand you a matching bra, and seat you at the makeup table. Now the fun begins. Slowly, very slowly, I give you a complete makeover explaining each step. You're loving this and if it weren't for your chastity belt you would have cum long ago.

You tell me what a good girl you are, and I have you speak in a feminine voice. We're having fun right? I've just started painting your nails.

There's a knock at the door. You jump. "WHO IS THAT! I CAN'T BE SEEN LIKE THIS, OH FUCK!"

"Its just a package I've been expecting, don't be so jumpy. Stay here and I'll get it." Several minutes go by and you hear women's voices inside and smell their perfume.

"Guess who that was sweetheart? Its my neighbors Bonnie and Susan. Did I forget to mention that I invited them over this afternoon?"

Your mascaraed eyes are almost popping out of your head. Your pretty red lips are open and you can't seem to get any words out. I gently take hold of your hand and lead you into the living room where the girls are waiting. I sit you down in front of them and finish your nails while I tell them your fantasy in full. Even the part about how you want to be teased, humiliated and treated like a sissy slut.

As your nail polish dries the girls finish their wine, and we wait for you to tell us that you're ready.

Now the real fun begins...

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Caption Contest 2

2011-01-16T08:18:00.004-05:00

The winning caption is here

Caption this for a Free MP3

2011-01-09T10:27:00.006-05:00

This was fun and I got a lot of great captions. The winning caption is here

I'm going to have a new one every week so put your thinking caps on (Or whatever kind of cap you wear).

Common Forced Feminization Fantasies-Captured

2011-01-07T12:37:00.012-05:00

Some of you seem to think that you're the only one with these slightly unusual fantasies. Do you really think you're the only guy in the world that likes to wear women's clothes? Or be forced to wear them?

Not by a long shot. I'm going to share some common fantasies that a lot of guys have. There are so many of you out there that you could start a club. You can wear whatever you like, have parades, and hold rallies.

The fantasy of being captured and turned into a girl is a big one. You can fill in the details if your fantasy is somewhat different.

First, you are alone and vulnerable. Maybe at a bar. A group of beautiful women convince you to take a ride with them. How can you refuse?

You are driven to a remote place and begin to wonder where they're taking you. That's the last thing you remember until you wake up. Some time has gone by and you have been transformed into a girl, complete with breasts. Your skin is smooth and your voice has changed. You reach down to your crotch and see that the transformation is indeed complete. Now what?

You are taught to do your makeup, your hair is styled, and you are given lessons in walking like a lady. Male clothes are a thing of the past. After a week or so you barely remember who you were before.

Soon its time for you to leave. They give you a very sexy, low cut dress, your makeup is perfect, and your long, blond, hair is fabulous. You walk to the car with them, your high heels clicking on the driveway, and are put into the back seat. None of them say a word until they stop several miles down the road. You are pushed out of the car, a purse is thrown at you, and they laugh and wave goodbye.

You seem to be in the middle of nowhere. What do you do? You're a girl now so you decide to try to get a ride, and figure this all out. That should be no problem except there are no cars going by. And once you do get a ride, what then? Do you act like a woman, can you actually pull that off, and why did those women do this to you?

Standing out there in the heat, with your short dress blowing in the wind, you have a lot of time to think.

Finally you see a truck. You wave at the driver, not sure if you are flirting, and he pulls over. He offers you a ride and doesn't say a word. You realize just how short that dress actually is, and wonder if this man will try anything. Crossing your legs, purse in your lap, you begin to really feel scared.

Why did they do this? Whats going to happen to you? Is this reversible, or are you now a girl for the rest of your life?

The truck passes through some large gates that open automatically for him, and you see a huge building in the distance.

"The guys are really gonna like you sweet thing," the driver says with a wink.

"What guys? Where are we?" you say, and are reminded once again of your helplessness by your sweet, feminine, voice.

You finally stop at a parking lot and see that this is a men's prison. Your heart starts to speed up, and you find yourself covering you chest like a girl might.

The driver leads you through several locked gates, into an exercise yard full of very large, well built men. They all look up and smile at you. And there, with the biggest smile of all, is your ex wife.

"Have fun honey," she says, and you have figured out everything you need to know.

You are the new prison bitch, and your sole purpose in life now is to keep these men happy. These strong, sweaty, angry, and very horny men. Enjoy it!

Men without hats

2011-01-05T13:07:00.003-05:00

Hats are an important accessory and can really make your outfit, as well as hiding that bald spot and keeping you warm.

Here are a few suggestions to help you shake off those winter blues and look great.

Lets start with the simple knit cap. John is modeling one that he made himself during his Christmas vacation. Its cute, it will keep him warm, and he doesn't even have to use hair spray (The fur is not real).

This next hat is perfect for those cold nights out on the town. Eric is wearing a very fashionable hat that he picked up at a consignment shop for a few bucks. Not only does it go with all kinds of outfits, but he can stick a feather in the band and pretend he's a pimp.

Never underestimate the classic cowboy hat. They come in many different fabrics and colors, and can be worn several ways. David shows off this lovely black one that he wears when he goes square dancing on weekends. On weekdays he's an Indian.

Don't be afraid to get fancy. Michael models this chimney sweep style hat that is made of soft, brushed suede. He adds the flower to show the world he has style. Michael is also the mayor of his city and organizes the St. Patrick's Day parade every spring.

Now lets say that you're just not a hat person. That's nothing to be ashamed of. By being creative and trying new things, you can make you own fashion statement right at home.

Larry is a chef at a local restaurant and works in a hot kitchen all day. At night he relaxes with an adorable pair of bunny ears and serves his wife dinner. I just love these!

What that large carrot is for is no ones business except for Larry and his wife. And her friends. And Jason from next door. And the muscular bodybuilder from down the street. And the girl at the carrot shop.

Because as David likes to say; "We can go where we want to. A place where they will never find. And we can act like we come from out of this world, leave the real one far behind. And we can dance." *

*The Safety Dance

Are you SURE you want big breasts?

2011-01-04T18:33:00.010-05:00

A lot of people that wish for things get so focused on the good parts that they tend to forget the downside. Lets talk breasts.

There are several things you should be aware of that are part of having big breasts. First of all, men will talk to your chest. You're going to wear low cut tops, tight sweaters, and other revealing things, and then find that the guys have no idea what your face looks like. Are you sure that's what you want?

Then you'll need bras. Lots of them. Do you have any idea how much a good bra costs? You'll have to try on all different types and styles to find one that fits you comfortably and supports those puppies properly. Its not that easy.

And while we're on the subject of bras, there are many different kinds that you'll need for various outfits. Like the Convertible Bra, are you familiar with that one? There's also the Adhesive Bra, the Bandeau Bra, the Belly Dance Bra, the Bridal Bra, the Built-in Bra, the Cupless Bra, the Demi Bra, the Front Closure Bra, the Full Support Bra, the Minimizer Bra, the Padded Bra, the Peephole Bra, the Push-up Bra, the Racerback Bra, the Shelf Bra, the Softcup Bra, the Sport Bra, the Strapless Bra, the T-shirt Bra, the U-plunge Bra, the Underwire Bra, and the Water Bra. Get ready to max out that credit card.

And lets not forget the bikini. The main purpose of a bikini is to show off your body, especially your breasts. Are you ready to strut your stuff at the beach, in front of hundreds of horny guys, inciting multiple hard-ons and causing fights with their girlfriends and wives? Are you sure that's what you want?

What about corsets? You'll probably have to take out a loan or a second mortgage after all that shopping, but that's how it goes. There are as almost as many corset styles available as there are bra styles. Underbust, Overbust, and the Waist cincher are the main types, and you'll want one in every style and color.

(Corset photo has been removed by request-sorry Eva)

Of course, men do love breasts, and if you find someone special than its perfectly all right to share. Just be warned that once they get a taste of a good thing, they'll want more and more and more.

Are you SURE you want to be a girl?

2011-01-02T11:15:00.005-05:00

Many of you seem to feel that if only you were a woman that life would be perfect. You would never have a problem and live happily ever after.

Maybe yes-maybe no.

Are you prepared to shave your legs, and keep them looking smooth and pretty at all times? Even in the dead of winter just in case? Just in case you end up back in your bedroom with a guy who would happily screw anything that moved. Are you sure that's what you want?

And what about lingerie? Do you really want to have every type and color of panties, bras, camisoles, nightgowns, slips and other assorted necessities filling up your dresser drawer?

Then there's the hairdresser. You have to decide on a color, length, and style, and sit in that chair at the beauty salon just praying that they get it right this time. You read all the fashion magazines, and study the popular hairstyles, and then you find that the blond bob you chose is no longer in style!

What about manicures? Have you consider how much long fingernails limit your lifestyle? Just try picking your nose like you used to, forget about it. And if you have to change a flat you might as well just kiss those gorgeous french tips goodbye.

Lets talk high heels. Sure, they look great and are sexy as hell, but they hurt your feet. Not to mention that some brands are ridiculously expensive, usually the ones you want. Soon you'll have a fantastic collection of shoes and boots and that only leads to one thing. More shopping.

Of course it is fun to go shopping, and spend the day trying on dresses that you have no intention of actually buying. But once you start you will become hopelessly addicted, and want everything in the store. Are you really ready to wear short, short, skirts and a pretty blouse, and have all the guys at the mall drooling over you?

OK, lets say this is what you really want. You've shaved, got your hair and nails done at the salon, and bought a new outfit and heels. Your makeup is perfect and you have on just the right amount of perfume. Now what?

You sit at the bar trying to look interested but not desperate. Strange men keep sending drinks over to your table. You hear pickup lines that you never imagined a grown man would actually say. Finally a really hot guy sits down and introduces himself. You're in love from the second he tells you his name. Kirk. Within an hour you end up back at his place going at it like rabbits.

The next day you notice a picture of a couple in the living room. Its Kirk and a woman. He tells you that he's in the middle of a divorce, and made a huge mistake with Linda. Linda? Who the fuck is Linda?

His divorce is finalized a couple of months later and he asks you to marry him. You have several reservations but sex is fantastic and the ring is huge. You are now seriously considering becoming a wife. Kirk's wife, til death do you part.

DON'T DO IT! RUN AWAY-RUN AWAY WHILE THERE'S STILL TIME!

OH MY GOD NO!

Forced Feminization for the deaf

2010-12-24T11:22:00.011-05:00

As much as they want to live out their fantasy, many people are worried that when the time actually cums, they will panic and want out. For that reason God invented safe words.

What about the deaf sissy, you may ask? Do they have to be left out in the cold, sitting on a park bench looking at silent videos?

NO, of course not. Although I am not trained in sign language, I have learned the special ones that tell me exactly how far to push them, and have worked out a system.

For example: This sign means; "Please-Please don't dress me up as a girl! Anything but that!"

The next one can be interpreted in different ways, but I'm trying to create a standard that can be used by Domme's worldwide.

This sign means; "You want me to sit in the makeup chair? OH NO-Please don't make me do that! Oh my God, not that!"

Thanks to this amazing method of communication, I know that they are not afraid, and want me to continue.

One tricky bit is the nail polish. I ask them 3 times if they're sure they want their nails painted before proceeding. I don't want them to freak out at this point and knock things over.

This next sign is very important. It means; "OH MY GOD-NOT THE LIPSTICK! Look at me-what am I going to do now!"

So now my sissy is dressed, made up, and is ready for the next step.

Bondage.

This sign means; "Please-Please don't tie my arms behind my back with stockings! OH NO! I'll be helpless! OH GOD NO!"

Of course, once in a while I have to rely on other signs, especially when their hands are not visible. This is when I use my natural skill of interpreting body language and facial expressions.

For example: When I see an expression like this, it almost always means; "LOOK AT THE SIZE OF THAT THING! GET ME OUT OF HERE! SERIOUSLY! HELP!

But its just so hard to be sure....

Virtual Makeover-Try it you'll like it!

2010-12-22T11:37:00.016-05:00

A different kind of Wishlist

2010-12-10T17:27:00.004-05:00

I want to wish everyone a very happy holiday, and give you my Christmas wish list:

Forgive someone. A friend, enemy, husband, wife, boyfriend, girlfriend, or parent. It takes a lot of energy to hate and it gets you nowhere.

Forget the past. What happened when you were younger or even yesterday no longer matters. Its very easy to get so caught up in the past that we forget to live in the present.

Take a chance. Ask someone out on a date, talk to a stranger, accept an invitation. It can be very hard to be alone and you don't have to.

Give to someone else. I know times are tough, and many people have lost their jobs, but it doesn't have to be about money. Give your friendship, or maybe your time. It will make you happy, I promise.

And finally, Skip the turkey dinner! Haven't they had enough trouble with thanksgiving? I know they're as much fun to make as they are to eat, but please consider something else.

That's it-Have a great holiday and the best new year of your life!

Turning Tim into Tammi

2010-12-08T08:24:00.004-05:00

A while back I had separated from my husband and moved in with my friend Debbie. I wasn't sure how long I would be there, but had an open invitation to stay as long as I needed.

Debbie had an older house in the Village that she was renovating into several apartments. It was perfect.

Tim was her first tenant, a college student as well as a very talented carpenter. He had long, brown hair that he kept in a ponytail, and wore jeans and an old button down dress shirt. He grew up working with his father on a construction crew, and knew every aspect of the building trade. In exchange for his rent, he was doing most of the renovation, occasionally calling in an electrician or plumber when necessary.

Debbie was one of my best friends in college, and although we kept in touch, I really didn't see much of her after I got married. She was tall and slender, with beautiful, auburn hair and a fantastic figure. I secretly had a huge crush on her back then, but was afraid to tell her for fear of losing a great friend. She worked in Manhattan as a fashion designer and was out of town during the week. I hardly saw her during those two months which was OK, because I needed the time to figure things out.

I did see a lot of Tim, my new roommate, and we became friends very quickly. I wasn't sure if he was gay or not, but he never pried into my personal life or asked me out. It was both comfortable and a little frustrating. I'm used to more attention, and the fact that Tim didn't seem interested was almost insulting!

I began to wear more revealing clothes and sort of flirt with him without actually flirting. He would talk about school, and life as if I was one of his buddies. Maybe he was just very shy. Either way, he was great company and always there to talk to about my failing marriage when I felt like it.

After a while, I'd worn everything I'd brought with me and wanted to go home to get some fancier clothes. It looked like I'd be staying a while. I had already brought two suitcases full of things, but since I was going to be staying with Debbie for a while I wanted more.

Debbie had the washer and drier set up in a spare room that we could all share. I threw in a large load and piled the rest of my stuff on the old couch that we used as a table. I needed to run home for an hour or so while my asshole hubbie was at work.

Once home, I found what I wanted and stared at my still full closet. There, at the bottom, was a French maid's outfit still in the box. Well, hubbie wasn't going to be seeing me in that for a while. Maybe I could give it to Debbie as a gag gift. I'd LOVE to see her in that!

I went downstairs and sorted through the DVD's of our last vacation. I wanted to look at them again and try to figure out what was left of our relationship, if any. I looked at the clock and realized that over an hour has passed. Maybe I should call Tim to make sure he doesn't put my clothes in the drier. I don't want to be buying new things right now.

“Hi Tim? This is Teresa.”

“Hi, where are you?”

“I just ran home to grab a couple of things. Whatever you do, don't put my things in the drier, they all have to be hung, OK?”

“Yeah, no problem. I can do that for you if you like.”

“Um, alright, sure. See you in a bit.”

What a nice boy, I thought.

Read the rest of the story here

Putting Mark in panties

2010-12-01T14:59:00.006-05:00

Mark had been emailing me about his fantasy for several weeks. I knew he lived nearby, but was hesitant to set something up even though my friend vouched for him.

He had a common fantasy, to be "caught" wearing my clothes, then blackmailed into becoming my sissy. A large part of it was to be taken to a beauty salon, but he wasn't quite ready for that, yet.

When my friend Jennifer called and told me he was over her house doing some work, I figured it was a perfect time to meet him. He was painting her dining room when I walked in.

"Teresa, this is Mark."

I was surprised at how young he was, maybe late twenties. Kind of feminine with shoulder length hair. Jenn knew all about this so I introduced myself and immediately began discussing it to see how he would react. (I love that!)

"So Mark, have you ever stolen a woman's clothes before?"

He looked at Jenn, then me, and dropped his paintbrush.

"Its OK honey, I just want to see if I have this right, Jenn already knows."

Silence.

"Here's how I picture it, you let me know if this is what you have in mind. I can lend you a key to my house and give you some time to find something you like. I have a spare room with a closet full of pretty things, and a dresser stocked with all kinds of lingerie. You pick out an outfit, put it on, and get comfortable. I'll come in and surprise you."

He dropped his brush again.

"Then, once you confess that you want to be a girl, and beg me not to tell everyone, I suggest that you need some help. I sit you down at my makeup table and ask you again if you're sure you want to be a girl. You whimper and say you're not sure. Yous ask if you can just leave.

FUCK NO!

I ask you one more time if you'd rather be my sissy or have me tell everyone you know about you're little secret. You realize that you really don't have much of a choice, and agree. Now its makeup time!"

Mark tied to hide his erection with a paint rag and turned red. He was completely embarrassed, but I knew this was exactly the way he pictured it.

"I have you look at yourself in the mirror, wearing my panties, bra, blouse, and skirt, and tell me again. Yes Miss Teresa, I need to be taught a lesson. I need to be a girl. You pick up a makeup brush and smile and I take a few pictures, just to reinforce your situation. Now how does that sound so far Mark?"

He looked like he was going to faint, and we didn't want him to knock over the paint tray so Jenn led him to a chair.

"So Marky Mark, should I give you my key? You can come over Friday at noon."

"Um, I guess so, yes. I think."

"OK then cupcake, now see if you can concentrate on finishing your job here and call me tomorrow. I'll leave the key with Jenn."

Silence.

"I like the color you chose for these walls Jenn, maybe we can paint Marks nails the same shade of peach."

Mark got up and ran to the bathroom, I guess he needed to cum back to reality.

It kinda creeps up on you...

2010-12-01T06:27:00.006-05:00

Tom had been listening to Bedtime Feminization all week. He was frustrated that there were no changes in his life, and decided that it was not going to work.

Touching up his lipstick he looked into the mirror and said to himself: "This is just silly. I don't feel any different at all."

Off to the office he went with a full day of work ahead. By noon he became overwhelmed with phone calls, which were interrupting his reading of the Sexiest Man Alive issue of People magazine.

He decided to go outside and have a smoke, so he grabbed his purse and headed downstairs.

There he found his best friend Jim, who had also been listening to a hypnosis MP3.

"Dude, this is bullshit. I knew I couldn't be hypnotized!"

Jim took the cigarette from his mouth and spit.

"I know Tom, its a fucking joke! Hey-you wanna go shopping after work? We can check out Linda's Bra Salon over on 63rd St."

"Sure Jim, that would be fun. Maybe after that we could catch ladies night at the bar!

They both giggled a bit, finished their cigarettes, and went to the little girls room to freshen up.

This Aunt liked boys that liked to be girls

2010-11-30T12:22:00.000-05:00

Is it possible? A well written, true story about an Aunt?

YES!

The Summer of 84 by Tonya St.Clair

The Dream Police-part 2

2010-11-29T12:34:00.006-05:00

So you've been having these forced feminization fantasies for a long time. It doesn't take much to trigger them does it?

A magazine ad for a cute dress, a movie about a dominant woman, or even a Bugs Bunny cartoon where he dresses up like a girl rabbit and puts on lipstick!

Come on, admit it. Fantasies are fun.

But what are the chances of them actually happening?

When you get caught in the laundry room stealing panties from someones drier, are they going to blackmail you into dressing up for them, or will they simply have you arrested?

At the bar when someone spikes your drink, will you wake up tied to a bed in a mansion far, far, away and have breasts, or will you wake up on the floor with wet underwear?

When your neighbor catches you wearing her favorite corset and stockings, will she insist that you be punished by going to the beauty salon with her, or will you spend the night in jail like that and end up on Americas Dumbest Criminals?

Of course you can always make these fantasies cum true with a professional Dominatrix. Its just a matter of finding the right one and explaining your fetish in detail.

Are you going to do that? Do you have the balls to become a woman?

Maybe, maybe not. But the thing is, you get a great deal of pleasure from thinking about these things. In fact, this may be your sole form of entertainment and possibly sex.

This is why I decided to make audio fantasies just for you. You can be whatever you want in them. You can get a perm and a manicure and not even have to leave the house.

You can become a submissive, sissy, maid and show a very large man how skilled you have become at certain things. Or not.

You can wear the silkiest, sexiest lingerie, and not even have to shave your legs!

And you can listen again and again in bed, in your car, in line at the supermarket, or at the gym.

I would ask you to come over to my house and explain your delicious, kinky, fantasies to me, then make them all come true if I could. But there's only one of me, and a surprisingly large number of guys that enjoy this, so my dance card is full these days.

Feel free to write me if you ever want to put your favorite wet dream into words, and transform it into an audio story.

Where have I heard that before?

The Dream Police

2010-11-29T03:28:00.016-05:00

How many times have you dreamed the same dream? How many times have you had the exact, same fantasy?

They know your secret! You are caught! You are completely helpless!

HELPLESS!

There is nothing you can do, Nothing! You must surrender!

SURRENDER!

You give in, you give up, you no longer have any choice. No choice at all! You are a toy!

YOU ARE A TOY!

You are slowly transformed into the girl you need to be, completely!

TRANSFORMED!

There is nothing you can do, Nothing!

You are shaved and put into a lacy, red corset. Feel it! Feel the smooth, silky fabric hugging your body.

A matching G-string with a bright, red bow reminds you that this is really happening.

You put on the black, nylon, stockings. They caress your pretty legs. The garter belt is securely attached.

Your hair is now soft and feminine, curls cascading over your shoulders.

THERE IS NOTHING YOU CAN DO!

Your makeup is carefully applied. Long eyelashes, eyeliner, mascara, and eyeshadow.

Blush is lightly brushed onto your cheeks as you tilt your head in total submission.

Finally, the lipstick!

LIPSTICK!

Its time to look at yourself. Go ahead, take a look.

Oh my God, you're a girl now!

YOU'RE A GIRL NOW!

Enjoy it sweetheart, because this is only the beginning!

The Learning Center for Crossdressers

2010-11-28T14:47:00.005-05:00

I found this site from someone on Twitter (I think). I've added it to my resource page and wanted to share these tips.

Have you ever wondered about such things as:

Tucking for Crossdressers
Quick Tips For More Feminine Hands
The Different Types of Breast Forms available
Cleavage When Using Breastforms
Smokey Eye Look
Accessories Add Style and Glamour
The Correct Order when applying make-up
Female Deportment
Top 10 Make Up Tips
Waist Training
Hip Enhancement
Top 5 Feminizing Garments/Articles
Retro Undergarments
Bodyshaping Basics
Choosing the Right Hosiery
How to Buy Sensible But Sexy Shoes
Picture This - Top Self-Portrait Tips
Spring Trends
Ten Quick Dressing Tips
Best Breast Enhancements Methods
Fancy a Quick Pluck?
Makeup Primer - Part 2
Makeup Primer
Dealing with Unwanted Facial Hair
Common corset terms - What do they all mean?
Mastering High Heels
Simple Tips for Glamorous Lips
Developing an Hour Glass Figure
Tips on Silicone Breast Form Attachment
Caring For Your Synthetic Wig
Wearing a Traditional Steel-boned Corset
Transformation
Choosing Breastform Prosthesis
Choosing a Wig
Padding for Perfection

If not, check out their great selection of clothing and accessories.

The Learning Center at Glamor Boutique

Sex Affairs is a Scam-An Apology

2010-11-25T11:06:00.000-05:00

“We here at www.greatsexaffairs.com would like to admit to stealing these posts from Miss Teresa Bowers.

Except for the badly worded ones about online gambling and fake drugs, we have stolen all her pictures and writings.

Its not that we can’t write our own, we can but they would be terrible. (See our post called; Knowing Much Information about Drugs.)

We see nothing wrong with stealing other peoples work, and hope to make a profit by doing it. No comments are allowed because they would all be negative, as Miss Bowers has learned.

To Miss Bowers we say-We are fools, forgive us or do not, we do not know much information.”

Kenny’s first MP3

2010-11-24T13:35:00.001-05:00

Lookin good Kenny!

You put a guy in panties,but you can’t make him drink

2010-11-23T06:47:00.005-05:00

Well actually I can, but I wanted to get your attention.

Did you know that my website has almost 100 pages altogether? I'll bet you didn't. I do have a sitemap which includes everything there and where to find it, but I think a lot of people have never seen it.

Did you know I have a Go Ask Teresa column about dressing like a gypsy?

Are you aware that my friend Nikkie has a website which includes complete transformation services, shopping trips, as well as a full page of Fantasy and Fairy Tales?

Have you seen the 10 virtual makeovers on my resource page? You can really have fun with those and try on all kinds of hairstyles and makeup without even leaving the house!

I know you're very busy with work, saving the world, shopping for dresses and lingerie, going to fetish events, and finding time for your next vacation in France, but if you get a chance check out some of these semi-hidden pages. You may find something useful.

Here is a partial list of places to go and people to see:

Seek and ye shall find

What do women really think of your crossdressing fantasies?

2010-11-21T22:00:00.003-05:00

The majority of women think its strange. Yes, its true. But is it really that strange? Lets explore this further shall we?

Maybe your idea of a perfect day off is to slip into some silky lingerie and a dress, paint your nails, and read a hairstyle magazine.

Is that strange? Absolutely not!

Perhaps you dream of being caught by your beautiful neighbor while you're prancing around in her panties. She wants to teach you a lesson that you’ll remember for the rest of your life. So if dressing up as a girl is what you want-so be it.
You are shaved, perfumed, put into the sexiest lingerie you’ve ever seen, forced into a very tight dress, and taken to her beauty salon for makeup, a manicure, and a pedicure. Once completely feminized, the woman tease you to tears, take pictures, and put them on the internet for all your friends to see.

Is that strange? Hell no!

How about a sissy, slut fantasy? You are captured by a group of gorgeous, Amazon beauties and thrown into a van. Helpless to resist, you are restrained, blindfolded, and taken to a large house in the middle of nowhere.
They transform you into a total, sissy slut, and parade you around like a toy. Large, soft, breast forms fill out your blouse and your tiny skirt barely covers your red, satin panties and garter belt. Pink, fur covered handcuffs tether you to a post in the middle of the room, and a local football team cums over to show you a good time.

Is that strange? Oh on the contrary, its the Superbowl and you’re the star!

“But Miss Teresa” you may ask, “What if my girlfriend/wife is one of these women that thinks its strange? Then what?”

Uh……….Well then……….Hmmmm……….Maybe……….

Hey-How 'bout those Giants?

UPDATE: Mark has been caught and feminized! (Was it something I said?)

The Sissy Alphabet MP3

2010-11-14T07:40:00.005-05:00

I think this says it all! The Sissy Alphabet, written and illustrated by Dov Sherman on Deviant Art.

Download my MP3 now. I got permission from Dov Sherman himself.

A is for Absinthe, a real Micky Finn

B is for bondage, so we can begin

C is for corset, the shape that we fancy!

D is for dainty, like silky, lace, panties

E is for earrings, now piercing your ears

F is for fasten your padded brassiere

G is for glue so your wig will stay put!

H is for heels which we locked on each foot

I is for inches, 48 fill your cups!

J is for Jiggle, now try to keep up

K is for Kisses you'll give to the boys!

L is for Love because you're my love-toy!

M is for Makeup, well slather it on!

N is for Nails which are bright, red, and long

O is Obey, or else you'll get hurt!

P is for Petticoats, under your skirt

Q is for Quiver! You whimpering swine!

R is Revenge, which is finally mine!

S is for Sissy, now that's what you are!

T is for trunk, where you'll ride in the car

U is for Urges, which you'll satisfy

V is Virginity - Kiss it goodbye!

W is for Web-cam, now everyone knows!

X is the rating we gave to your show

Y is for Yelling, which well stop with tape

Z is for Zero, the chance you'll escape

Anxiety

2010-11-08T08:59:00.001-05:00

Most crossdressers I’ve met are very anxious people, and many have turned to alcohol and drugs to alleviate this.

Now why would that be?

Could it be that for years and years you’ve have to hide your most intimate secret from the whole world?

Could it be all those times you dressed up when you were home alone, figuring out when no one was expected to come in and surprise you?

Making sure all the drapes were closed, the doors locked, and staying away from the windows?

Then putting everything away either in your secret place or back in her drawer exactly the way it was?

And if that wasn’t enough to drive you crazy, you may have felt guilty and possibly ashamed of what you did and that feeling stayed with you for the rest of the day, and started all over again the next time.

Well, that was then and this is now. You don’t have to feel bad about dressing up anymore.

You are not hurting anyone and this gives you a great deal of pleasure and relieves stress (if you can get over the stress it creates).

Life is way too short to spend being afraid and beating yourself up.

Be whatever you want to be. Be who you really are!

Dedicated to my good friend Teena.